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October 28, 2008

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~

Chapter 5

McKenna's Secret


       I went to work, and went through the usual day-to-day routine everyday except for one day. I had lunch with Dad and Suzi. Then I wen to McKenna's school had lunch with her and her friends. That girl knows the right kids. Today was Friday and I was off at 2:30 pm. The work day went slow until about lunch time. I got off work and then went and picked up McKenna from school. She was staying at my house tonight.

"So Sierra, what are we gonna do tonight?" She asked excited. "Hmmm. I'm not sure. What do you want to do?" I questioned. "Hmmmm................" She thought out load for a while. As I drove home, I kept thinking about what's gonna happen when the guys get home. I knew they were on tour but I didn't know when they would be back home on break or for another show. "OH!! I've got it! We can just hang out at your place and have a movie fest with popcorn. How does that sound?" "Good accually. We can do that." I pulled into the apartment parking lot and parked in my spot. McKenna grabbed her bookbag and I helped her get her bag.

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We were eating dinner now. We desided on just ordering pizza for dinner. So far I think she liked my apartment. "Sierra, I have to tell you something. Hopefully you'll listen." I was confused. What could she possible say. I nodded. "Okay." She took another bite of her slice of cheese pizza and started. "I just wanted you to know that me and Bri tell each other a lot of things concerning you and Jimmy." I thought to myself. 'God she sounds like she like 25 years old'. She continued. "Anyways, both Bri and I have heard Jimbo cry himself to sleep sometimes. I always feel bad and I just wait to give him and hug and make him smile. He smiles and stuff and he acts happy but everytime he hears your name or something that sounds like it you can tell it hurts him inside. You undrstand?" She said looking at me concern filled her eyes. I could feal a lump build in my stomach and throat. I promised myself not to cry. I nodded. "Do you still love him? You know like you did before you left." I nodded again. I felt like I wasn't talking to my little step sister but to my mom. I remember being able to tell her anything and she'd listen and help. McKenna smiled and leaned back in her seat. "I think you guys are just so cute together. Bri showed me a picture of you two in high school. I just had to say 'Awwwwww'." I smiled and thought back to those days again. Back to when we were in High School and we used to meet up at the park or the peir and hang out. I missed those days so much and I feel so bad for what I've done to him and everyone else here in Huntington. I wish I could take it all back but I can't I'm only human.

           For the rest of the night, McKenna and I just chilled out and finished watching some movies. We both fell asleep on the couch around 1:40am.


             I woke up the next morning with a bad head ache. I wasn't sure why I had a headache, I guess just allerges or it's cold/flu season. I wasn't so sure. McKenna was still asleep on the couch. I got up and went to take a shower. I got out of the shower and McKenna was sitting in the kitchen with a bowl of cereal. "Morning Sierra. I think we should do this every Friday. I had fun!" she said in between mouthfuls. I smiled. "Yeah! That would be pretty sweet! But we can't do it next Friday, one of the girls at work is going to visit her mom and I'm filling in for her so I will be at work all day." She looked a little dissappointed but she nodded. "Sorry. The week after we'll do it again. But instead of movie night we'll do something special. I'll come up with something." She smiled with a mouthful of cereal. I laughed.

          I took her home about an hour before I went to work. I got to work and did my shift. It was very busy today and when I got home I was so tired I went straight to bed. I knew that next week would be long so I asked off for Sunday and Mr. John let me take off. I slept in.

            


Posted on 10/28/2008 5:37 PM Comments (3)

October 22, 2008

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~

Chapter 4

Regular POV

Homecoming


               Last night, I saw my brother and his band perform here in Chico. I knew he saw me. I could tell. I wasn't sure if Jimmy saw me, but I saw him. The whole time I stood in the crowd I just wanted to run up on to the stage a tell them I was sorry for leaving and everything else that I have done. But I knew I wasn't gonna be able to do it. I knew that it would hurt to badly. I woke up this morning not wanting anything but to go back home to Huntington Beach and see what I've missed but most of all see my father. I knew that leaving would open his eyes. I never reliezed how bad it would hurt him and how bad I would miss him. Even though he put me through a lot of stuff, I knew deep down he still cared and that he loved me. I felt like I still needed my dad. I'm finished with college and I have now where else to go. Why not go back to Huntington? Why not see what I've missed?

             I packed all my things and headed back down to Huntington. I entered Huntington and I think I almost started crying. Nothing had changed it was the way I left it. Ocean-scented, sand filled, and crazy towned Huntington Beach. I knew this is where I'd stay for the rest of my life. I stopped out front a little cafe outside the beach. I walked inside. I used to come here after school and get a Chocolate mocha with whipped cream. I walked up to the line. I ordered what I used to get and I waited for it and the other end. Next thing I know I hear. "Sierra Haner! What have I told you about sneaking into my bar!" I recognized the voice. I turned around.  I recognized the face, too. "Oh I swear I just tripped inside the door. I don't know how I got here" I said smilling. It was Mr. John. He owned Johnny's Bar down the street. The guys and I used to bar hop there all the time but I was always caught. I hugged Mr. John. "What are you doing back here? Brian said that you moved but he didn't know where." I smiled because I knew Brian always had a worrying issue. "I got home sick, so I moved back." "Come sit down let's talk. Got a lot to catch up on." I grabbed my coffee and followed Mr. John to a booth and sat down. "When did you get back?" "I just pulled into Huntington." "Cool. Knowing you, you don't have a plan. Do you?" "No." I said looking down. He laughed. "Same ole' Sierra. Spur of the moment." I smiled. "Well, the good thing is I have an opening at the bar for a tender and since you love the bar so much and I knew how well you are with costumers. You could come work at the bar, and knowing you again you don't have a place to stay so you can stay in the basement of the bar. No one goes down there. It's kinda like a little apartment. You could stay there until you got enough money for another apartment." I smiled I always loved Mr. John. He was kinda like another dad he always looked out for me, even when I was in trouble. "Are you sure?" He nodded. "Positive. I could use someone like you to teach the girls how to truely tend." "What is that supposed to mean?" I said sarcastically. "Gosh, Sierra. It means that you have a personaliy that is good or a employee. I keep having to fire a lot of girls." I smiled. "Sweet."


 

           I have been working at Johnny's for about 2 months now. I haven't talked to my dad yet, and I have just moved into my new apartment. Mr. John helped my find it. Mr. John was now pretty much a dad to me. But he knew as much as I knew that I had to patch things up with my real dad. Mr. John let me take today off so I could go talk to my dad. He didn't know I was coming but I knew that I had to do this. Mr. John told me his new address and I found my way there. I was sitting in my car across the street from my dad's house. I breathed in and out a couple times then got out and walked up to the door. I rang the doorbell. A lady with semi-curly brown hair and green eyes answered the door. "Hello. Can I help you?" "Um Yes. Is Brian here?" She smiled. "Which one?" "Oh um. Sr. Brian Sr." "Yes he is. Come on in dear. I'll go get him." I walked inside and stood in the front. I was looking at the pictures and around. The lady went into what looked like the kitchen to go get my dad. I was facing the door when I heard footsteps. "Yes, can I help you? I'm Brian." I turned around, I could feel the tears built up in my eyes. "Oh my god." he said. I smiled and the tears ran down my face. I could say anything. "Sierra? Is that you?" he said walking a little closer to me. I nodded. "Yeah..Yeah it's me." I looked at my dad and he was crying. "I'm so glad your home!" he said hugging me. I hugged him back. "I know. I'm sorry I left but..." i couldn't finish. "You don't have to be sorry. It was my fault." He said. I heard more footsteps, but only one set. "Sweetie??" the lady said. "Suzi, honey, this is Sierra. Brian's twin...." he looked at me. "My daughter." I smiled. That was the first time since my mother passed away that he has ever called me his daughter. The lady named Suzi pretty much ran up to me and hugged the snot out of me. "Oh my Lord. I have heard so much about you and now your standing right here. Oh lord, I'm never gonna forget this."

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      My dad and I talked for what felt like hours but was only an hour and a half. I found out that he got remarried and I have a younger step-sister named McKenna. "Oh I'll go get McKenna, so she can meet you. She's has always wanted to know her older sister." my new step-mother Suzi said standing up and heading for the back yard. "Suzi and McKenna now a lot. Brian and I decided to tell them about you." dad said. I smiled. "Sierra, I'm so glad your home." "Me too. Me too." A little girl about 10 years old came running through the back doors. "Daddy where is she? Where is she?" Dad stood up and so did I. "She's right there." he said to McKenna, but pointing at me. McKenna looked me up and down and slowly walked toward me. "So your Sierra, my older sister, but BrIi's twin?" I nodded. She smiled so big and hugged the crap out of my waist. "I have always wanted a sister and then the fact that you like Bri make it even better!" She said. I smiled. "Sweet! I got me a little sister! Man have I always wanted one of them." I said back. She looked at me. "You have?" I nodded. "Really?" I nodded even more. She giggled.

             We all kinda got the know each other a little more. Well mostly McKenna, Suzi and I. My dad got back to working. We decided that we'd have luch tomarrow and McKenna wanted to stay at my house on Friday night. She was a pretty cool little kid. I left around 9:45 pm. I got home and took a shower. I went to bed around 11:55 pm. I fell asleep smiling ecause I knew that my dad loved me and I wouldn't have to worry any more.


Posted on 10/22/2008 1:28 PM Comments (3)

October 21, 2008

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~

Chapter 3

2 years later

Brian's POV


          It's been two year since I last saw my sister. The guys and I still regret ever letting her leave but I could tell from that night that she couldn't handle it anymore. No one has seen or talked to her since. Not even Jimmy. I can tell even hearing her name or something close to it hurts him just a little. It hurts all of us. The night she left I didn't ask Jimmy about her at all, even now two years after the fact I don't know where she is. I did ask my dad about her and what he did. He told me everything. I was so angry at him after that but now when I see or talk to him I can here the sorry and hurt in his voice.

         I feel bad for a lot of things. Sierra is one of those people that you just feel safe around, I guess. You can tell anything to her and you know it's okay. I hate the fact that a majority of us told her our problems and secrets and stuff but no one ever asked her how she felt or if she was okay.  We all miss her dearly. Damn I wish I would have stopped her from leaving Huntington.

        My band was on tour now. It was weird not having the girls with us. At my time at the Music college I met the most awesomest girl ever Her name was Amy. She was so cool and awesome. She and her friend Jesse met the guys  a bout a year and a half ago. Jesse and Matt found a liking to each other. Zacky met a girl at one of the shows last year, they really seemed to like each other. Her name was Kierah. Johnny met a girl roadie for another band at Warped Tour, her name was Karen. Jimmy is still single. It's like he knows that Sierra is still out there and we're almost near her.

         Today was our first show back in California but we were almost done with our tour. The tour ended in a couple weeks in LA. After we finish this tour, immendatilly after we have to board a plane and go to europe for a couple months. We can't go back home to Huntington until after the European leg of the tour. I was pissed about that. We were playing in Chico, California today. I woke up this morning unusally uneasy kinda like I knew something was gonna happen.

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                       We were up on stage playing Reminissions now. I knew the solo by heart. I stood on the riser and looked though the crowd like usual. I shifted toward my side of the stage and I swear to God that my sister, my best friend was right there in front of me, singing along with Matt. I skwinted my eyes to get a better look and I knew that the girl in front of me was my sister, I would recognize her anywhere. I tried my hardest not to fuck up the song and jump off the stage and give her a hug and tell her that I'm sorry for not paying attention.

               The song ended and we were to go back stage and wait for the encore to start. We all walked backstage. "You guys! I swear to god that she's here. Sierra! I saw her she's in front of my side. I know it's her!" I yelled at the guys. Jimmy was looking at his feet. "I know. I saw her too." He said. Jimmy and I were the only ones that saw her that night. Matt, Zacky, and Johnny looked for her during the encore but she was no where to be seen. We got back on the bus and we finished the tour.

           We were on the plane off the Europe and not coming back until next year. I felt like I screwed up bad, again.

        


Posted on 10/21/2008 1:20 PM Comments (3)

October 13, 2008

Sweet Chcken and Fried Rice!!!!!! :)

Hey Guys!!!!!!!-

                           Okay so on Saturday October 11th, 2008 I saw a band that I have wanted to see since I was about 10 or 11. I saw.......................................................................

Are you ready????

 

 

How about now?????

 

Okay okay I'll tell you.......

 

 

I saw......

Lol. It was pretty sweet!!!! They were in Perry, Georgia. Me and my friends went. My throat and legs still hurt. I recommend that if anyone has a chance to see these guys. TAKE THAT CHANCE AND GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

 

 

Lol. Anyways, I just thought I'd let you all know that tad bit of information. :)

                         Peace

-Sierra E. :)



Posted on 10/13/2008 2:06 PM Comments (4)

October 12, 2008

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~

Chapter 2

1 year later

Leaving


          We(me and the guys) had just graduated High School and secretly I was looking for a place to go and get far away from here. I just didn't know it. Jimmy had dropped out of School so he did have to do anything. Brian was going to a Music college in L.A.. The others kinda just went with the flow. Within the last year, the guys' band got some local credit and Matt and I made a bet that if they didn't choke on the upcoming show(at the time) I would have to get the DeathBat tattooed across the top of my back near my shoulders. I lost the bet. I got the tattoo. I had a couple tattoos already but they were only little ones. A fifteen on my left hand, my mother's name a birthday on my neck and a couple plans for more. The fifteen I got wiht Jimmy when our relationship was at it's highest point. I was fifteen and he was sixteen. I got a 15 and he got a 16. I got my mother's name and birthday on my neck because I was really close to my mother and after she passed away that was when my father started yelled and pushing me around. He never ever touched Brian.


        "Sierra Elizabeth, why the hell can't you be more like you damn brother. Huh? You always fucking up everything!...." my father ranted on, yelling at me. I was crying already. I couldn't handle this anymore. Every day of this, everyday of being told I wasn't good enough for this family. I had had enough. "Sierra just leave please maybe this time when you runaway you won't be found!" My father yelled. I snapped. "Fine! You know what Dad your right. You've always been right. I am just gonna leave and I'm NEVER coming back. I thank god every fucking day that I'm not like Brian. And also I think I am just gonna leave and never come back. You won't ever have to deal with my dumbass, no good, bitchy self again. Hopefully your happy with all the shit you've put me though, Dad. No you don't deserve to be called a Dad from me. More like a Asshole who never wanted me only a kickass son in which you got. But one thing else Asshole. I hope you know that if Mom had still been here you would have seen me. You would have noticed me and that your daughter was the best and top in her classes, but wait that doesn't matter to you. You didn't even come to my graduation. You took Brian on a trip to Europe and left me here to fend for my self. I survived this I'm sure I could survive anything. You have no clue how long I have waited for this day. I am fucking glad that you wish I'll never come back because guess what, Asshole? You wish has come true. I packed my stuff early today and I'm ready to leave. So good-bye and I hope you live a nice and cheerful life without me." I yelled at him and I ran outside to my car full of my stuff and left never wanting to come back. I stopped at the Peir for one last look at the beautiful horizon for the last time. The last thing I saw of my "Dad" was some type of Hurt across his face as if he never wanted me to leave.

                I started walking back to my car. I notice someone standing there. As I came closer I noticed it was Brian. "What the hell are you thinking, Sierra?" he bombarted me as I reached my car. I knew excatly what he was talking about. "Why did you do that to Jimmy? He loves you so much, maybe even to much." I cut him off. " I did it because I can't stay here anymore. You think I love Huntington? I hate it. Everyday I am put though the same damn thing. I love Jimmy too, and you know that but I had to call it off because I can't handle the pain and pressure I get put though here. You don't have any clue what Dad does to me. You don't fucking know. Your to busy being the good, better twin and I'm the other twin the one that just came along, the one that our parents didn't even want. I you rally want to know what "Dad" put my though ever since Mom died you go ask him, I'm sure he'll tell you in great detail." The tears ran down my face again. Brian was confused and hurt, I could tell. "What?" he looked over into my car. "Where are you going?" "No where you need to know. If you want to know. Ask Jimmy, I told him. But he probably doesn't want to here my name anymore. Bye Brian. This time it's forever." I hugged him and then got in my car and left for Chico State University in Chico, California. I tried my hardest not to look back on the past or even turn around and go back to Huntington and make sure Jimmy was okay and that I wish I had never had to do this to him. But, I had to leave. I couldn't take anymore of it. I needed a new start.


        "I hugged Brian for the last time ever, I had thought at the time. A new start is what I got but, It all came back to me later. I knew it would but I was to angry that I never thought about it. Until it all happened." I felt everyone one of the emotions of that day coming back to me as I retold this. Mr. Gordan switched the tape and I continued this story of events. 


Posted on 10/12/2008 3:15 PM Comments (5)

October 8, 2008

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~

Chapter 1 

9 years ago


           "Sierra Elizabeth Haner get your dumbass down here right now!!!!" my father yelled from the echoing kitchen. I was in my brother's upstairs room with him and our friends Matt, Johnny, Jimmy, and Zacky. "Fuck." I muttered quietly to myself. I could taste the anger in his voice from my spot on the bed. Brian and Jimmy looked worried and the others were confused.

            Jimmy was my boyfriend of three years and we have been friends for longer then that. Brian meet Jimmy in kindergarten and then we all just ended up meeting the others later on. I didn't meet them until about third grade. My father and mother always had my brother and me in different schools. They let Brian go to public school after 4 grade but they kept me in Huntington Beath Catholic School.

           I stood up from the bed and walked down the stairs. I was scared to death because I new what was coming. I turned the corner into the kitchen and saw my father standing over the counter looking a 2 sheets of paper and also looking extremely close to being the Incredible Hulks' twin. "Yes Sir." I said looking down at the tiled floor below me. "What the hell is this? Huh?" he yelled snatching up one of the sheets and shoving it in my face. I noticed the sheet of paper was my progress report for this semester. I didn't say anything. "You have an 79.98% in Calculus. What the hell? You aparently you got the brians out you and your brother who have a 52.13% but, What the hell?..........." He ranted on. I felt the tears swell up and fall from my eyes. I always got blamed for the shit. I never get any type of credit from my father. Brian was apparently the perfect one. After all my father's continuous rants on my reveals a lot. He did say that him and my mother never wanted twins, they just wanted a baby boy and that's what they got but with a little extra. "God Damnit Sierra just get the hell out of my face and go away. Hopefully you'll go so far away you can't find your damn way home!" He yelled pointing away from the kitchen. I walked the my room. Well more of the basement. They kept my in the basement so they wouldn't have to deal with me.


       "Hold on a second." Michael interupted. "I thought you and your father had a good relationgship?" I smiled. "We do now but this all happened like 9 years ago." He nodded. "Continue."

"Anyways...................."

 

-Hope you guys liked it. More tomorrow hopefully. :)

 


Posted on 10/08/2008 12:52 PM Comments (4)

October 7, 2008

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~

Introduction


         I walked into the dimly lit room and sat down at a small wooden round table. "Mrs. Sullivan, Mr. Gordan will be right in." said the front desk lady with the red hair. Yesterday I got a call from Revolver magizine asking if I would like to be interveiwed for a 5 page spread in the July issue for this year. I accepted. They flew me out to New York for the interview.

         The door opened and a tall, thin, and black haired man walked in. "Hello Mrs. Sullivan. I'm Mr. Michael Gordan I'll be writing the interview. It's a pleasure meeting you." he said sitting down in the chair across from me and sticking his hand out for me to shake. I shoke his hand. "Nice to meet you too, Mr. Gordan."I said smiling. He smiled.

           "Okay so where to begin is the question." he said laughing. I smiled again. "How about the beginning? That seems to be a good place to start." He mumbled to himself as he took out a new yellow tablet of paper and a couple black ink pens. At the top of the first page of the tablet he wrote 'Mrs. Sierra Sullivan Interview Tablet one'. Then he pulled out another five tablets and laid them aside. I sat there in confusion. 'How long is this damn interview going to be?' I thought to myself. He looked up and saw the confusion on my face. He smiled. "I always come perpared." He said smiling and tapping the stack of five tablets on the left side on him. I smiled a little at him. Then he pulled out a small portable recorder with a pack of 10 extra tapes. I set the pack of tapes on the stack of tablets and set the recorder in front of me but facing in his direction.

             "You may start when your ready, Mrs. Sullivan." He said pressing the little red button on the recorder. I heard a small clicking noice and I new that the tape had started. I nodded at me as a que and picked up a black ink pen and was ready to start taking notes.

              "Okay. Where to begin........ Here is my story. A story about how only little things can hurt someone so much. About a family with struggles and friends with tension built up to high that only one person can fix the tension. It's about a girl who had only one goal in life and that goal never came true until someone finally believed in her. The only question is Will she be able to conquer her mistakes and have the people she loves believe in her and care for her the way they care for the other?"

                 


Posted on 10/07/2008 4:51 PM Comments (4)

Hey Guys!

                I already have the intro typed up so I'm gonna post that.

I still need a girl for Johnny, so if you want him tell me your full name(Real or fake). The girls won't come in til later on in the story. Any ways, hope you guys like the story. :)

~Sierra <3


Posted on 10/07/2008 4:45 PM Comments (0)

~_*Don't Change the Way You Think of Me, We're From the Same Story*_~ (New Story) (Characters)

Hey Guys,

           Okay I've come up with a new story line/plot. I think it's good, but that's just me. Here are the Characters.


Main Character:

Name: Sierra Elizabeth Haner (Brian's Twin Sister)

Age: 26


Other Characters:

Name: Brian Haner Jr. Age:26

Name: Matt Sanders  Age: 26

Name: Jimmy Sullivan  Age:26

Name: Zacky Baker  Age:26

Name: Johnny Seward  Age: 24

Name: Kierah Deborah Rhodes Age: 26 Zacky

Name: Amy Michelle Owens  Age:26 Brian

Name: Jessie Rene Manderson  Age: 26 Matt

Name: Karen Purcell  Age: 24

 


I need a character for Johnny

Hope you guys will like it!!!! :) I think you all will.


Posted on 10/07/2008 1:52 PM Comments (14)

October 6, 2008

My story....

Hey guys,

          Sorry that I haven't post any on my story lately. I've been busy. I read it over and being truthfully honest it's not as good as I hoped. So on that note. I'm going to think of another concept and start a new one. Sorry. Be waiting for Anew concept/characters needed journal post thingy. lol

 

-Sierra <3


Posted on 10/06/2008 1:29 PM Comments (0)

September 15, 2008

A poem I wrote in my first period class today.....

~! Unable !~

 

Every time I see You my heart rate increases,

My breath slows, and I’m unable to think,

I smile as You walk past me,

I stumble over the words that I speak to You.

Things don’t always happen the way you want them to,

Things happen but I don’t really know why.

You used me to get closer to someone else,

You took a chunk out of my heart.

You did this to me.

You hurt me, now what should I do?

Run away from it all?

Run away from this unbearable pain that You caused?

Run away from myself and all the people who truly cared?

Will You care?

Will You run after me?

Will You catch me when I fall?

What happens when I’m gone, and no longer able to come back?

What happens when You need that someone to listen?

Nothing.

You lost Your chance, and now I’m gone.

Past unable to come back.

Unable to hear You call for help.

Unable to hear You call my name.

Unable to care.

Unable to love.


Posted on 09/15/2008 1:50 PM Comments (2)

September 13, 2008

A7X Quiz thingy- Got it from geesluver.

Spend all day with just one Avenged member or 10 minutes with all five?
Wow. um...... prolly all day with one member


Go to a meet & greet and no concert, or concert and no meet & greet?
Concet, cause then I could see them live again and prolly hang out after the show and see them again

Steal one of Matt's t-shirts or one of Brian's guitar picks?
One of Matty's shirts cause I already have a pick.

Sing in front of Avenged Sevenfold or sing in front of their fans?
In front of Avenged, cause then I would have to deal with all the fans trying to kill me. lol

Go on a date with Zacky or just be friends with all five of them?
Prolly be friends with all five.


Get a tattoo with Johnny or perform with Avenged?
I choose perform with Avenged although Johnny seems like a cool perosn to go get a tat with

Be friends with Matt or friends with Brian?

Man I wish both was an answer lol.......um well Matt prolly

Touch Matt's mohawk or touch Brian's.. *lacking word to describe gorgeous hair*?
Matt's because I don't want to mess up Brians


Hug Papa Gates or hug whoever the hell Zack's dad is?
Papa Gates because he's funny as hell

Be picked for Warmness on the Soul or have one of them tell you you're beautiful?
Dang it......um.......Have one of them tell me I'm beautiful... lol that's so sweet

Have Johnny laugh at something you say or have Jimmy make you laugh?
Jimmy make me laugh, although that would be really really easy

Get a bear hug from Matt or a high five from Zacky?
Bear hug from Matty. He prolly gives good bear hugs

Get invited to a concert after party or invited on stage?
invited onstage because if it was the after party then what is the chance I would remember what happened.

Be the star 'love interest' in a A7X music video or record a song with them?
Record a song, so I could see all the crazy stuff they come up with.

Announce A7X on stage or be the opening performer?
Opening performer. :D

Arm wrestle Johnny or play wiffle ball with Zacky?
Wiffle ball with Zacky because Wiffle is a funny word. lol

Beat box for Zacky while he's rapping or rap with him?
Rap with him. lol

Learn to play guitar from Brian or to play piano from Jimmy AND Matt?
Piano all the way. lol. I can't play guitar to save my life.

Sing with Matt on stage or dance with Johnny?
Sing with Matt because I can't dance

Get a phone call from Brian or a text message from Zacky?
Phone call from Brainy Brian

Go bowling with Matt and Zacky or watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny?
Watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny. :D

Trip over in front of Matt or have a blonde moment in front of Jimmy?
Both of them would happen to me. lol but I choose blonde moment in front of Jimmy.

Ride in Avenged's bus with all of them or in Matt's car with just him?
The bus.


Help straighten Brian's hair or help straighten Zacky's hair?
Zacky's hair cause I'll mess up Brian's

See Matt shirtless or see all five boys at a pool at a hotel you're staying at?
All five. :D

Get an autograph from all of them or get just a hug from them?
Hm........Hug.

Get a kiss on the cheek from Jimmy or have all five think you're beautiful?
Kiss on the cheek from Jimbo. :D

See Johnny in a store while shopping or see Matt in an arcade?
Matty in an arcade so I could bet him at Air hockey. lol

Meet just Jimmy and get a hug or meet all five and just get to say hi?
Just Jimmy and a hug. :D

Steal Brian's guitar or Jimmy's favorite drumsticks?
Hm.....If I stole Brain's guitar he'd find me and kill me and if I steal Jimmy's drumsticks he'd do the same. SO I guess I steal the drumsticks

Get a big hug from Val or get a picture with Papa Gates?
Pic with Papa Gates cause he's just cool like that

Have Brian notice your sign on stage or have Matt wave at you on stage?
Matty wave. lol

Meet just Matt and Johnny or just Jimmy and Zacky?
Jimmy and Zacky

Have Zacky smile at you or have Matt laugh at something you say?
Matty laugh at something I said. I make a lot of people laugh and if I make him laugh I have a chance at being a stand up comedian. lol

Have Johnny bring breakfast in the morning or give them gifts?
Give them gifts

Be on the tour bus at TOC with them or be on stage with them?
Be on tour with them

Get to go backstage at a concert or get 20 minutes alone at a meet & greet?
20 minutes alone...

See Jimmy at KFC or Zacky at McDonalds?
Jimmy at KFC. That would be funny.

See Zacky dance in person or hear Johnny attempt to rap in person?
Johnny attempt to rap. That would be interesting

Have a dance contest against Jimmy or have a singing contest against Brian?
Singing contest against Brain.... lol

Play against Matt in halo or against Brian in guitar hero?
Brian at Guitar Hero. I'm pretty good at Guitar Hero.

Go on a date with Zacky or see all five in the street and get hugs?
Street and hugs. lol


Meet them at a concert or meet them randomly in Disney world?
Disney World so we could all get to see Goofy. lol



Posted on 09/13/2008 12:40 PM Comments (0)

!~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!

Chapter 7


            The door bell rung and I jumped up from the couch. I ran to the door and opened it. Jimmy stood there. He wore a 'Metallica' tee, black pants, and converse. I smiled. "Hey babe!" He said kissing my cheek. "You ready?" I smiled. "Yeah, Hold on a second. Let me gett some stuff real fast." "Okay, I'll be in the car." I nodded. He walked to his car as I ran up the stairs. I opened my door and ran over to my desk. I grabbed my V.I.P pass from my days touring with my dad. I grabbed my Cell Phone, and I grabbed my chain with my Mom's wedding ring on it. My dad give it to me when my Mom passed away. It made him smile whenever I wore it. I ran downstairs and outside. I got into the passager side and we were of to the venue.


           The rest of the group met us and we got the tickets and passes from one of the roadies. It was good seeing all those guys. We were in the pit at the very front now. Waiting for my Family to come out on stage. Jimmy was standing behind me with his arm wrapped around my waist. The whole openeing act girls were gawking at Beth, Emily, Amy, Jessie, and me for no apparent reason other then the fact that we were with the guys. I laughed at that fact. The lights went out and I knew what was gonna happen.

          The show went great and Dad lookd happy when he noticed us at the front. We were waiting outside for the people to leave. We walked back into the venue and walked down the hallway. "God! That was kickass! Metallica kicks major ass!" Matt yalled walking backwards with the biggest smile stretched across his face. We all laughed in agreement. "Oh my God! Sierra, Honey is that you?" I heard a lady yell from teh other side of the hallway. I turned around and saw a tall Blonde lady running toward us. I heard Jimmy grunt. The lady ran up to me and gave me a hug. "Oh my god! It's been so long. You look just like your mother. Your so beautiful." She ranted on as she skimmed over me. I stood there confused still holding Jimmy's hand. Brain looked at me questionly. I shrugged my shoulders. "Oh My God. I'm sorry. You probablly don't remember me. It's me Aunt Torrie." I raised my eyebrow. My Aunt Torrie died with my mom in a car accident. "Excuse me for a second, ......Aunt Torrie." I let go of Jimmy's hand and walked past the group. I walked past the guard dude that guarded the backstage door. "Excuse me Miss. You can't go back there." I flashed him my Pass. "Sorry Miss. Hetfeild." I stormed out the backstage door and past the opening acts bus. I pulled open my Dad's tour bus door. I felt nothing but confise and anger. I stompt up the four stairs. "Hey Punky!" My dad said from his seat on the couch. I heard the rest of the group enter the bus. Something about what my dad said made me snap. "Dad don't pull that 'Punky' shit with me. Why did you lie to me? What really happened to Mom? Don't dogde the truth. Tell me now. I'm sick of you lying everytime I ask you about mom. You keep telling me that she died with Aunt Torrie in a car accident. If that's true then why the hell is Aunt Torrie standing RIGHT THERE!!!" I yelled pointing to my aunt who was standing in front of Jimmy. I was crying now. I looked at my dad. I saw the hurt in his eyes. "Sierra. I'm sorry." "Sorry for what, Dad. Lying to me for the past 14-15 years" he looked down. "Sierra. Your mother walked out on the both of us. I couldn't tell you that when you were that young." "If she did then why could you tell me that when I would understand and when I asked you when I was older." He looked at me tears starting to build up. "Because I was scared that you would leave me too. I didn't want you to be like her. Your all I have left other then the guys." The tears still fell from my eyes. I lowered my voice as I spoke. "Dad. I would never leave you. But you didn't have to lie to me. You now how I hate being lied to." I turned around not wanting to see my dad as I said those words. I pushed my way passed the guys and girls and I ran out the bus doors and just continued running letting everything go. I ran past Central Park and down the stairs at the Pier. I pulled off my shoes and threw them against the cement wall. I ran along the beach. I fell on the sand and staid there crying.

Jimmy's POV

              "I'm sorry you guys had to see that, and you guys had to meet me like this." James said as we all watched Sierra run to where ever she was going. "Which one of you are Jimmy?" James questioned tryng to control himself. "That would be me, sir." I said raising my hand a little. "Nice to meet you. I'm James. Do me a favor and go after her. Please." "Nice to meet you too, Mr. Hetfeild. Will do." "Okay thanks. And yoU guys can call me James." I nodded and ran after Sierra. I ran threw the park. I couldn't find her. I ran to the Peir and I saw Sierra's shoe's at the end of the stairs. I ran down the stairs and along the beach. I saw Sierra laying on the ground. I slowed down and started walking.  As I got closer, I could heard her soft crying. "Sierra, babe." I said sitting down next to her. I rubbed her back slowly. She sat up and looked at me. I pulled her onto my lap. She put her head on my shoulder and continued to cry. I rubbed her back. "Shhhh. It's okay. Calm down." I repeated to her. I felt my phone go off in my pocket. "Hello?" "Hey. Did you find her?" Zacky asked. "Yeah. She was at the beach." "Okay good. Can you get her back here?" "Yeah. We'll be there in about 15-20 minutes." "Okay. See you then. Bye." "Bye" I hung up. "Sierra, Honey. Come on we got to get back to the bus." "No I don't want to go." She said. "Sierra you have to. Your dad loves you and he needs you." "Okay." "It will be okay, I promise." She stood up and so did I. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and she lended her hand against me. We walked to the stairs. She put back on her shoes and we continued to walk to the bus.

             


Posted on 09/13/2008 10:38 AM Comments (1)

September 5, 2008

!~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!

Chapter 6

Jimmy's POV


                     I didn't sleep at all last night. I was worried that Sierra wouldn't come to school and that she would never speak to me again. The guys think I'm a little crazy for loving Sierra the way I do because everyone has known each other since pretty much birth and they all feel in love with each other. Yet, I haven't found anyone, until I saw Sierra. There's just something about her that sets her apart from everyone else. It draws me toward her. I asked her out and now she's my girlfriend. I love her very very much but, something is telling me that she's not coming. 

                    We were all sitting at the tables. Sierra hasn't come yet. I felt my knees shake and my palms sweat. "Dude Jimmy calm down. She'll be here. I promise" Amy said trying to calm me down. Everyone had ried to calm me down. It wasn't working. "I'm going to go use the bathroom." I said standing up and walking toward the bathrooms.


                  Sierra's POV

                     I opened the door to my car and got in. I breathed in and out a couple times and drove to school. "Sierra Just go. You love him and you can't run away from him. Just go." I repeated to myself. I parked my car and walked toward the courtyard. I saw the guys and girls at the table but I didn't see Jimmy. I walked up to the table. "Hey guys. Where's Jimmy?" I said sitting down next to Amy. "I know you were coming. He's ass is in the bathroom." Amy said smiling. Everyone smiled. I smiled and giggled. I felt someone pick my up and give me a big hug. "Oh my god you came! I didn't think you would come!!!!" I heard Jimmy says while sqeezing my guts out. "Can't......Breath......Jimmy!" I said in between gasps. He loosed his grip on my and set my down so I could touch the ground. "I'm so glad to see you!" He said holding my head in between his hands. I smiled. "Of course I would come. I love you." He smiled and kissed me. "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!" I heard from bebehind me. I turned around and everyone was watching and 'awwww'ing at the same time. I smiled and laughed, so did Jimmy.


                The rest of the week went by fast. Today was Friday AKA the Metallica concert. I had talked to my dad and told him about Jimmy and I. He said he is really gonna have to meet this guy now.  School went by fast and now I was getting ready for the concert. I wore a 'Metallica' tee, black skinney jeans, and my converse. I did my hair and I put on my make-up. Jimmy was coming to pick my up. I slipped my phone my pocket and I put some money in one of my favorite 'Duct Tape' wallet, that I make. I put my wallet in my back pocket. I waited down stairs for Jimmy.

 

 

 

 


Posted on 09/05/2008 1:07 PM Comments (4)

August 26, 2008

!~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!

Chapter 5 Continued


             I woke up in a room I didn't recognize, and on top of that I had the worst headache possible. I blinked my eyes a few times and then opened them fully. I turned my face to the right and I saw Jimmy leaning against the bed. He was looking right at me, stairing into my eyes with a bit furry inbedded in his ocean blue eyes. "Are you okay?" He questioned through his clenched teeth. "Yeah, I think. My head hurts. Where am I? What happened?" I asked sitting up. Matt, Jessie, Zacky, Beth, Johnny, Emily, Brian, and Amy. Jimy pressed my shoudler. "Your at my house. Lay down let us explain." I laid down as he instructed.


             "Sierra, do you believe in the supernatural?" Jimmy asked. I nodded, not knowing if that was the right answer. Jimmy looked toward Matt. Matt stood up and walked over to the bed. Jimmy and Matt switched places. "Okay, just listen and then asked any questions." he said looking at me. I nodded and he breathed in and out. "Okay, where to start. Have you ever read Dracula?" I nodded. "Okay, well when I was born my parents were....well...vampires. Thats makes me a vampire." he explained his background and how he met the others. They were all vampires. I was confused at first but I questioned them all equally and they answered my questions truthfully. They all were regular people except for the fact of what they ate.

           "What happen tonight was a family of vampire invaded Central Park and they were hunting and they came across you. They attacked but we fought them off." "Then why do I have a headache?" "Because one of them picked you up and made a run for it but Jimmy caught him and I'm not gonna go into the details on that subject." Matt said. I looked toward Jimmy. His head was down and I saw a faint smiled streached across him face. "What time is it?" "10:55 pm. Don't worry your Uncle isn't home yet." Ammy declared.

          I was on my feet now. "I need to get home." Jimmy walked up to me. "Your car is out front. Jessie drove it over here. Go straight home and think things over. Don't come to school tomarrow if you can't handle any of this but if you can come to school." He said hugging me. "I love you, and I hope you understand this all." I smiled against his chest. "I love you too. I think that makes us even." Everyone giggled.


                I got home and got a shower. I laid in bed and was slowly driftingoff to sleep. I was thinking about everything and about the things that had happened tonight. I decided that even though the truth was a little on the edge, it didn't matter. I truely loved Jimmy, even if we had only been going out for a couple days. I love the rest of the guys and girls too. My conclusion was that I WAS going to school tomarrow and I WAS going to let my heart lead me in the right direction, no matter what happened. I feel asleep around 11:35 pm.

            


Posted on 08/26/2008 1:40 PM Comments (4)

August 24, 2008

!~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!

Chapter 5


The work day lagged and I was a little bit nervous about meeting Matt at the park tonight. Only because Matt wasn't the smallest guy I've seen he could kill me if he wanted to. Plus, I didn't exactly know what he wanted. My dad called a couple times but I didn't answer mainly because the band kept nagging me to go to the store to get a couple bags of GummyBears and some Twizzlers.

I didn't have enough time to go home after work so I just went to the park to meet Matt.


I parked my car and got out. I walked around the park to where we sat down at the benches the other night. I saw Matt leaning against a tree. I toke a deep breath as I walked closer to him. "Um. Hey Matt." I looked toward me, something in his glare wasn't right. "Well, Hello Sierra. I didn't think you would come." I tired to smile but it didn't really work. "Yeah, So whats up?" He leaned up and walked over to me and sat down on the bench. I sat across from him. He staired at the moon above the playground to the left of the bench we were at. I was starting to freak out a little now.

"Sierra. I am very sorry about the way I acted on Friday. I just have a problem with trusting people." He said still stairing at the moon. I nodded not sure if he saw me. I was just about to say something when his head snapped toward me, but his eyes were locked on something behind me. I felt my heart beat faster and my hands started shacking a little. "Sierra, calm down. But Congrats on you and Jimmy. I knew he would find someone. Anyways...stay still and try to slow down your heart beat, please." My thoughts were going in different directions but I tried my best to follow Matt's directions, scared if I didn't something bad could happen.

Matt continued to stare at whatever it was behind me. I felt my heart beat calming as I breathed in and out. Beads of sweat dripped down my neck. I have never been this nervous or scared in my intire life. I consintrated on my heart beat and breathing as I watched Matt out of the corner of my eye. His eyes were blood-shot and he didn't look like he was breathing. Also, his body was completely still and looked as if it was made out of stone.

I felt my phone go off but I didn't bother to look at it. "Sierra, answer your phone." Matt spat out through his teeth. I pulled my phone out of my pocket. It was Jimmy. "H.H.Hello?" "Hey Sierra, honey. Are you with Matt?" he asked. "Yeah, I am." I said. "Okay, stay with him. The guys and I are coming to the park. Don't worry about anything. We'll explain later. It's too complicated." My thoughts randomized again, but I could still think of what to say. "Oh okay." "Love you, bye." "Loves, bye." I hung up and set my phone on the table. I continued to do the breathing thing I was doing.

"Sorry about this too, Sierra. We'll explain later, just like Jimmy said on the phone. Can I see your phone for a second?" I nodded, unable to do anything else. He grabbed my phone, the only movement he has done within the last 25 to 30 minutes.

I wasn't sure what the hell was going on and I didn't even know what I was thinking. I don't know what Matt was doing to my phone but I didn't want to question him. "Here. I didn't do anything bad but you'll thank me later. Trust me." I nodded. I saw something move behind me from the reflection on the screen of my phone as he handed it back to me, but I couldn't tell what is was.


Everything happened so fast. All I can remember was flashes of movement, way to fast that I couldn't tell what was going on and noices that I wasn't sure what or where they were coming from. I remember feeling like someone had picked me up and throw on the ground, then everything turned black. Pitch black.


Posted on 08/24/2008 1:30 PM Comments (4)

August 12, 2008

Hey Peoplez!!!!!

Hey Peoplez, :D

Sorry, I haven't writen the next chapter to !~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!. I started school Monday, and I've been very busy with that. I think I'll be able to type the next chapter sometime in the next three days, or if not then I will work on it this weekend. I'm shoting for Friday, but I'm not sure what homework or something will come up.

Sorry again, and I'll work on this next chapter ASAP!!!! I'll make it really really long and good. lol.

Loves to everyone!

-Sierra :D 


Posted on 08/12/2008 2:34 PM Comments (2)

August 8, 2008

Another Music Quiz Thingy!!! :D

What is your name? Or what should your name be?
Forever- As I Lay Dying

How is your life going?
Stolen Season- The 69 Eyes

What is your nickname?
To End The Rapture- Avenged Sevenfold

What is your theme song?
Smother Me- The Used

What is your best friend's theme song?
(Sic)- Slipknot

How is your life going to turn out?
Requiem- The Confession

Will you get married? 
Redundant- Green Day

Will you have kids?
The Battle of One- 30 Seconds to Mars

What will your job be?
Forgiven- Disturbed

Did you/will you finish school?
Almost Easy- Avenged Sevenfold

Who is your best friend?
Your Gaurdian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apperatus

Who will be your significant other?
Tourniquet- Evanescence

Who do you like?
Under Pressure- Queen

How will you die?
Strength of the World- Avenged Sevenfold

How do you feel right now?

Dead Man's Party- Oingo Boingo


What is your favorite song? Damn Regret- The Red Jumpsuit Apperatus 


How could you describe your parents? I'm Broken- Pantera


Your best friend[s]? Thick and Thin- Avenged Sevenfold


Your teachers? Twisted Transistor- Korn

Your significant other [or crush...]? Fade to Black- Metallica


Yourself? Drowning Lessons- My Chemical Romance


What is your best feature? Mama I'm Coming Home- Ozzy Osbourne


What will you be / should you be, profession-wise? 19- Pencey Prep

How could you describe this survey? I'm So Sick- Flyleaf

What makes you angry? Come With Me If You Want To Die- Austrian Death Machine


What makes you sad? Snow White Queen- Evanescence


What makes you happy? My Sacrifice- Creed

What makes you dance? 94 Hours- As I Lay Dying


What is your favorite color? Ride the Lighting- Metallica


How would you describe yourself? Over and Over- Three Days Grace


Who is your worst enemy? Throw Me Away- Korn


Who do you hate? My Fist, Your Mouth, Her Scars- Bullet for my Valentine

Who do you love? Everybody's Fool- Evanscence


Who do you lust after? Liar (It Takes One To Know One)- Taking Back Sunday


Finish the Sentece

I wish: Homecoming- Green Day

I want to: Poor Jack- The Nightmare Before Christmas

I want to kill: Cowboys From Hell- Pantera

I want to eat: Keep Your Hands Off My Girl- Good Charlotte

My head: Come What(Ever) May- Stone Sour

I am: Save Me- Shinedown

My best feature is: My Last Serenade- Killswitch Engage

My eyes are: Spit You Out- Bullet for my Valentine

My hair is: Heaven Help Us- My Chemical Romance

My face is: You Have Just Been Erased- Austrian Death Machine

You should: Slither- Metallica

Words of advice? Her Voice Resides- Bullet for my Valentine


How do others see me? Hole in the Sky- Pantera

How do I see myself? We Will Rock You/ We Are The Champians- Queen



IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in!


Opening Credits:

Opium Of The People- Slipknot


Waking Up:

Listening- The Used


First Day At School:

Easier To Run- Linkin Park


Falling In Love:

Facade- Disturbed

Fight Song:

King Nothing- Metallica

Breaking Up:

Hoodoo- MUSE

Prom:

I'll Let You Live- Taking Back Sunday

Life:

Never Again- Nickelback


Mental Breakdown:

Cute Without The E- Taking Back Sunday

Flashback:

Where The Wild Things Are- Metallica


Getting Back Together:

City of Delusion- MUSE
Wedding:

 Cut Up Angels- The Used

Birth of Child:

Bulls On Parade- Rage Against The Machine

Final Battle:

Here Is Subzero, Now Plain Zero- Austrian Death Machine

Death Scene:

I Won't See You Tonight Part 2- Avenged Sevenfold

Funeral Song:

Are We The Waiting- Green Day

End Credits:

Kill Rock 'N Roll- System Of A Down


How am I feeling today?
Her Portrait in Black- Atreyu

Will I go far in life?
Whisper- Evanscence

Will I get Married?
Why?- Austrian Death Machine

What is my best friend's theme song?
American Idiot- Green Day

What is the story of my life?
Imaginary- Evanscence

What is school like?
Desecrate Through Reverence- Avenged Sevenfold

How can I get ahead in life?
Welcome To Paradise- Green Day

What is the best thing about me?
My Plague- Slipknot

How is today going to be?
Let You Down- Three Days Grace

What is in store for this weekend?
10 Years Today- Bullet for my Valentine

How is my life going?
Can't Heal You- Five Finger Death Punch

What song will they play at my funeral?
I Am Hated- Slipknot      (Oh Wow!)

How does the world see me?
Surfacing(Live)- Slipknot
Will I have a happy life?
Danger - Keep Away- Slipknot


What do my friends REALLY think of me?
Chop Suey- System Of A Down

What Do Your Teachers Think Of You?
Easy Comes- Thornley

What Does Your Ex Think Of You Now?
10 Or A 2-Way- Korn

What Is Your First Child Going To Be Like?
 Creeping Death- Metallica

What Does The Person You Love Think Of You?
Skin and Atmosphere- 36 Crazyfists

What Does The One That Loves You Think Of You?
Seek and Destroy- Metallica


 

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!



IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Drag the Waters- Pantera

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
The Little Things Give You Away- Linkin Park


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Invincible- MUSE

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The River- Good Charlotte ft. M.Shadows and Synyster Gate of Avenged Sevenfold


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Damage Inc.- Metallica


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Say Goodnight- Bullet for my Valentine

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
People= Shit(Live)- Slipknot


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
In Fate's Hands- The Red Jumpsuit Apperatus


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Say Anything- Good Charlotte

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Warning- Green Day


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Light With A Sharpened Edge- The Used


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Kidnap The Santa- The Nightmare Before Christmas

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Dyers Eve- Metallica


WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Done- Anew Revolution


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Iowa- Slipknot


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
An Epic Of Time Wasted- Avenged Sevenfold


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
All That I'm Living For- Evanescence

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
The Young & The Hopeless- Good Charlotte


WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
Somewhere I Belong- Linkin Park


Posted on 08/08/2008 10:06 AM Comments (0)

August 5, 2008

!~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!

Chpter 4


"SIERRA! Get your ass up!" I heard my Uncle yell from at the end of the stairs. I looked at the clock, 6:45. "What the hell, Uncle Joey. It's Saturday and it's 6:45." I yelled back. "So you have to work today if you want to go out tonight." He yelled back. I swear he knows everything. "Fine." I said slowly getting up. I got dressed and I walked down stairs. "You happy? I'm up." he smiled. "Yeah. we're going into the recording studio. So go get on some shoes." I sighed and walked back up the stairs pulled on my vans I wore last night and grabbed my bag. I walked back down stairs

The work day kinda sucked. I had to run back and forth between the kitchen at the studio and the room the band was recording in. I think I sat down for 5 minutes for the whole day. Uncle Joey let me go home at 6:00 so I could get ready.


I got home and got a shower. I got dressed. Tonight I wore a black shirt, a black tanktop, and my black flats. I did my hair and I didmy make-up. I heard my phone go off. I walked over to my desk. A text from my Dad.

[ Hey Punkie! We're in Nevada tonight and we have a couple shows to do. So our Huntington show isn't until next week on Friday. It starts at 8 pm. You know to be there 2 hour before hand. Love you and make sure your friends can go. Oh and have fun tonight. I'm glad you found someone to hang with.]

I smiled. 'God, He knew too. I'm really gonna kill Uncle Joey now.' I thought to myself. I quickly texted back.

[Okay, I'll tell my friends. And I'm sure I will have fun. Jimmy( the guy whose taking me out tonight ) is a really cool/nice guy you'd like him. Love you and Misses you.]

I set my phone down and then I walked into the bathroom again. Right as I stepped into the bathroom, my phone went off again. I walked over and picked my phone up. 3 new text messages from Dad, Jimmy, and Matt.

Dad's [ Okay. Loves you have fun. You know the rules.]

Jimmy's [Hey don't forget tonight. :D I can't wait. lol. see you then.]

Matt's [Hey Sierra. I'm sorry I flipped out last night. Jessie talked to me. If you don't mind, can you meet me at the park tomarrow night? I need to talk to you.]

I sent back.

Mine to Dad {Okay loves!]

Mine to Jimmy [I didn't forget. I can't wait either. See you then too.]

Mine to Matt [It's okay. Okay, I'll meet you there at around 9:00, because I have to work.]

I put my phone in my pocket. Dad and Jimmy didn't text back but Matt did saying okay see you there. bye. I didn't text back. I looked at the clock, 7:50. I grabbed my bag and walked down stairs. I wrote Uncle Joey and note just incase he forgot and then I left.


I pulled into the parking lot and Jimmy was leaning against his car. I pulled in next to him and got out. "Hey Sierra." He said looking my up and down. I smiled and bit my lip. "Hey Jimmy. So what are we gonna see?" We started walked. I followed where he was going because I've never been to the movies in Huntington. "Well, I'm not sure to be exact." He said laughing. I giggled. "Oh! I talked to my dad. He said that the concert is next week on friend and it starts at 8:00 but always be there 2 hours before the doors open." He smiled. "Kick ass,Yeah! Dude, I can't wait." I smiled. "Yeah, I bet you can't." He smiled at me. I smiled and laughed. He laughed. We got to the movies.

Jimmy and I debated on what movie to see. We ended up deciding on Halloween the Rob Zombie version. Half way through the movie Jimmy put his arm around me. I smiled. The movie ended and it was almost 10:30. We started walking back the the cars. "God, that was funny at the end when the girl shot the Mike Meyers charecter and then frikened out." I said laughing. He smiled. "Yeah, I know." We laughed for a couple minutes. "Sierra can I tell you something?" I smiled a little. "Yeah anything at all." He smiled and sighed. "Okay well. You know how last night I said that I felt like I've known you for longer?" I nodded. "Well, I really only have known you for a week, and you'll probally say no but I'm going to ask you anyways." I bit my lip afraid of what he might ask me. "Well...um...Sierra will you go out with me?" He said looking down. I felt my heart beat faster and I smiled. "Yeah, I will." He looked up at me. "Really?" I nodded and giggled. "Yeah, really." He smiled and hugged me. I hugged him back. I smiled. 'Holy shit! Holy shit!' I kept repeating in my head.

"Well, see you monday at school." Jimmy said smiling. "Okay, yeah see you then." I smiled smiling and biting my lip. He smiled and walk toward his car. "Jimmy wait. one more thing." He turned around. I smiled and walked toward him. I kissed him. "See you monday." I walked toward me car. He still stood where I kissed him. "Yeah see you then." I laughed. "Jimmy get in your car." He smiled. "I know I was headed there. I just got a little sidetrack." I smiled. "Right." He smiled and got in his car. I opened the door to my car and got in. Jimmy pulled out of the parking lot before me. I drove home. I pulled into the driveway and walked inside. I shut the door and leaned against the door. I smiled to myself and bit my lip.

"Come here, Sierra. Tell me what happened." I heard my Uncle say from the kitchen table. I walked over to the chair across from my Uncle. He put the magizine he was reading down and looked at me with eyebrow raised. "Nothing happened. We saw the new Halloween movie and then I came home." "Yeah and that's why you have a big goofy smile on your face?" I nodded. "There's more. Tell me or I'll tell your day that you got with the cops and you have to go to juvie." I smiled and gave in. "Okay...He asked me to be his girlfriend.: I said smiled and giggling. He smiled. "What did you say? What was your answer?" I smiled bigger. "Yeah." I giggled. "Oh! Sierra's got BF! Oh!" He said. I laughed. "God I swear your a 12 year old kid in a 40 year old man's body" I said laughing. "I know, but you know I'm cool." He said laughing. I smiled and stood up. "Yeah you are. Good night." He laughed. "Night." I smiled and walked up stairs. I got a shower and then I laid down in bed. I heard my phone go off. I picked it up out of my bag and I had 1 new text from Jimmy.

[Hey!!! :D I just wanted to say Good night and Sleep tight and I love you! Oh I said it. :D]

I smiled and texted back.

[ :D:D:D:D:D:D Awwwww! I love you, too. Mwah!! See you Monday. Sleep tight and Good night to you too.]

I smiled and laid my phone on one of the pillows. I quickly drifted off to sleep smiling.


Awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D lol -Sierra

 


Posted on 08/05/2008 10:13 AM Comments (5)

August 2, 2008

!~And All I Can See is the Place I Wanna Be~!

Chapter 3 Continued


I stepped out of the shower. I dried off and put on my clothes. I wore a black and purple striped tanktop, Black pants, and my black and purple checkered Vans. I blow dried my hair, and straightened it. I put on my make-up. I looked in the mirror and fixed a couple missed placed pieces of hair. I looked at the clcok, 7:55. I grabbed my bag and I walked down stairs. I grabbed my keys off the counter and I wrote Uncle Joey a note. Just in case he got home early. I locked the door and walked out to my car. I drove to the school. I pulled into the parking lot. I saw Jimmy leaning against his car. I pulled into the spot next to him. I got out and locked the doors. "Hey Jimmy." He turned around and looked at me. "Well....um...Hi Sierra." I smiled. He smiled back. "Okay so where are we going first?" He laughed. "Well,  is all right with you that we walked so you can see everything?" I nodded. "Yeah." "Okay lets go." He started walking. I followed.

"So how long have you been here?" he asked. "Well, I live with my Uncle Joey, I've been here about a week in a half, but I used to visit my uncle with my dad." I prayed that he wouldn't ask about my dad. He smiled and nodded. "Cool." He showed me around for about an hour and asked questions about my family. I dodged most of the questions of my dad.

"Okay, This is Central Park. We always hang out here on Friday nights." I nodded and smiled. "Awesome." He smiled. "There's the group." He grabbed my hand and pulled me along in the direction of where the group was sitting on a bench next to a little playground.

"Hey Jimbo, and Sierra!!!" Amy said smiling. She sitting next to Brian. I smiled. "Hey, Amy." Jimmy let go of my hand and sat down. I sat down on the edge next to Matt, Jimmy was across from me.

We talked about random stuff and they all gave me their phone numbers. In my head I was debating wheather or not to tell them who my dad was. Telling them won. "Um Hey guys?" I said looked at a piece of grass I pulled and fiddled with. Everyone looked at me. "Yeah?" Matt said answering for everyone. "Okay you guys are my friends right?" everyone nodded. "Well, I need to tell you guys something." some of them raised their eyebrows. "Well, Matt you know how on the first day I was hear you asked me if I was related to James Hetfield?" Eveyone nodded. "Well, Um....I was scared to tell you guys the truth because I didn't want you guys to be friends with me just because of the truth." "Okay, well what is the truth?" Matt questioned. He had this look in his eyes that scared me. "Well......um....James Hetfield is my Dad. I moved here because I was sick of always being known as Sierra hetfield the daughter of Jmaes Hetfield." They all glared at me. Matt stood up. "So you lied?" "Yeah but I didn't know you guys would be my friends, and I didn't want you guys to be my friends just because the fact he's my dad. I wanted friends that were my friends because of who I am and not my dad." "But you still lied." Matt said walking away. I laid my head on the wooden table. Brian was the first to say something. "Sierra, don't worry about Matt. He has problems with people lying. Just give him about a day the chill out. Plus even if you tell us that James was your dad we would still be friends with you. Don't worry about it." I looked up at him and nodded. "But that is fucking cool that your dad is James Hetfield." Jessie said. I smiled. "Yeah I guess." "What is it like? Well having James as your dad?" Beth asked. I smiled. "To be honest, he's just a regular dad. Protective over his daughter and never lets her out of his sight. It took him a good hour of my begging for him to let me stay with my Uncle here in Huntington." I said smiling. "If he's your Dad, then why don't you have a nice new car or a big big house or something like that?" Emily asked. I laughed. "Well...." I explained my reason why I don't want nice new things and I'd rather get the thing I deserve. I was surprised, they all understood where I was coming from. "Sierra, I don't mean to ask, but will we ever meet your dad?" Johnny asked. I smiled. "Accually, Metallica is on tour right now and I just talking to him this morning and he said that their coming to Huntington is about two weeks. He said I could bring you guys and we don't have to pay because of two things. #1: I know the guys that work thee and they know who I am and #2 I have a pass thingy that lets them know I'm not lying. But that is just if you guys want to come. You all don't have too." I said the last part sarcastically. Everyone nodded really fast. I smiled. "Okay I call my dad and ask about the details and stuff."

Everyone left with in about 30 minutes. Jessie was the last to leave. "Sierra, Don't worry about Matt. I'll talk to him tonight." I smiled. "Okay. Tell him I'm sorry for lying to him." "I will."  "Okay let's start walking back to the school." Jimmy said standing up. I stood up. We started walking toward the school. "I hope your not mad at me because I lied about my dad." I said looking at him. Jimmy looked at me. "I'm not mad. I accually think it's pretty cool. because like your cool so you dad's gotta be cool too." I smiled. "Thanks. Yeah he's pretty cool. I'd have to say, I wouldn't want another dad." He looked at me. "You know, Sierra. I've have only know you for like a week yet I feel like I have known you for so much longer." He said putting his hands in his pockets. I smiled. "It might be because I'm really open with people." He smiled and nodded. "Yeah that's problly it." He laughed. I laughed. We were almost to the cars now. "Thanks for taking me out and showing me around town. I had fun." I said looking up at him. "Your welcome. I had fun too. You really are a cool person." He said smiling. I smiled and bit my lip a little. I felt my face turn red a little. "Thanks. Your not so bad yourself." He smiled. "Yeah, I get that a lot." "Really?" I questioned. "No. Not really." he said laughing. "Well you really are a cool person." "Thanks." he bent down a little and kissed my cheek. "Hopefully we can do this another time." I smiled and bit my lip again. "Yeah. I would like that." He smiled. "See you monday, or possiblly this weekend." I smiled. "Yeah. You too." I walked over to my car. I unlocked the door and was just about to get in. "Oh Sierra. What are you doing tomarrow night same time?" I smiled. "Nothing." "Cool. Do you want to go see a movie with me?" he said smiling. I smiled really big. "Yeah totally." He smiled. "Same time, Same place." I smiled. "Okay. I'll be here." I sat down in the seat. He waved and drove off. I shut the door and just sat in my car for a second. 'Okay, I've been here a week and I think I''m already in love with a guy. Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn.'. I thought to myself. I started the car and drove home. I got home and went to bed.

 


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