Together With My Friends, I'll Be There For You.

YAY! ☺

Anyways, so basically I'm going to start with this:

I have another idea for a diddy. Hehe. FINALLY! I shall thank Tal from DCMA for posting that update thingy with that all to adorable picture of BeefCake at his Wedding. I AWW'd for like an hour but smiled like a complete idiot for a few hours. lol. So yeah, expect a diddy soon.

I've been dying from a cold for the last 3 days, tomorrow makes four. I didn't go to school today because I had like a 100 fever and I was coughing myself to death. I'm not sure if I'll go to school tomorrow. Probably not judging by how I'm feeling right now. Plus I still have a fever. GRR! Lol.

So with that said, if I don't go to school tomorrow I'll be here typing my ass away at this diddy and if I do go to school I'll write the damn thing of a piece of tree! Lol. Tree=notebook paper.

-Sierra♥ 

HAPPY HALLOWEEN BUZZNETTERS!

Hehe! ☺♥

Just wanted to stop by and say that. lol. I won't be on much today. I'm going to Munchkins' to chill, trick and treat, and play a gig! Yes, I said it playing a Halloween gig in her garage for our friends! I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED! For once in my life things are actually turning out to WORK out! Non-Conformity is working and we are going full speed. A7X, Bleeding Through, Bullet, Atreyu and whoever fucking else better watch the fuck out. lol. Just kidding. I don't think we'll get that far. Hehe.

BYE!

-Sierra♥

 Atreyu♥♥ and Hollywood Undead♥

So yesterday was absolutely amazing and I'm going to tell you guys. Hehe!

So we get the gang together, and head up to Atlanta to the Tabernacle. Which is an amazing venue I might add. On the way there we pass this:

Crappy pic, I know. But that is one ugly ass car. Hahaha.

ANYWAYS, we get there and it is like 55 degrees and fucking FREEZING! Lol.

Oh and the BLUE bus behind us is in fact ATREYUs. lol. I'm trying to figure out what is with bands and blue buses. lol. Oh funny story. Me and Munchkin(Alex, sitting next to me) walked past the bus and Alex(Num-Nums) was doing something and me and Munchkin were like

Me: "Well, that's why we call you Munchkin cause you're short!"

Munchkin: "SHUT UP, SNOW SQUATCH!"

Lol. He laughed at us. Haha.

So we get inside and The Sleeping went on. They were good, I only new one song but that's because it was on Guitar Hero. Hehe. Mom bought their CD though. It's pretty good. lol.

Next was Escape The Fate. They put on a good show. I actually wasn't expecting how good they were. lol.

I freakin' love that picture of him I got. lol. That's Max Green btw. Haha.

Then it was ATREYU, I was VERY excited. Hehe.

All I'm going to say is Dan is so adorable with his shortness. lol. They put on an AMAZING show. I can't remember the song they played but I remember a couple. There was Becoming The Bull, Exs and Ohs, Bleeding Mascera, Lipgloss and Black, Falling Down, Storm To Pass, and a few others. ABSOLUTELY amazing. lol.

He cracks me up with that Stash! HAHA! Oh and better yet during Hollywood Undead we went to the top balcony 'cause we were zombies after Atreyu and he comes up to our level and gets his Mom and he Grandma from the stands! I about died! lol. He's so sweet. lol.

Mom took these from her spot in the seats during Atreyu: THANK HER!

Hehe!

After was Hollywood Undead, we moved from the pit to the balcony like I said before. But it was still amazing. They put on an AMAZING show too. lol. (Atreyu stole the show though)☺

Crappy pic, but the camera sucks for zoomed pictures. lol.

After the show, we waited out to meet ANYONE. hehe! We meet Hollywood Undead.

Me and Johnny 3 Tears. Nice guy. I don't understand my whole face thingy either. I'm a dork. Hehe.

Me and J-Dog, or however he spells it. lol. Nice guy too. He asked my mom where the Hospital was because he jumped into the crowd and knocked some chick out. I thought that was nice considering he actually was wondering if she was okay. He kept asking their roadie to call a cab to bring him to the hospital.

Me and Deuce, or I think that's Deuce he asked my name and he told me his name was Daniel. lol. But anyways, nice guy, we talked to him for like 20 minutes on how creepy the inside of the Tabernacle was. lol. It's creepy but AMAZING at the same time, is what I told him. lol. I got a laugh.

Me and Da' Kurlz. lol. That guy has some wacky ass hair. lol. I don't really understand how it looks like I have no neck. HAHA! Lol. His face cracks me up. lol. Nice guy.

Me and Charlie Scene. Dude, let me tell you, he was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO drunk. lol. I was dying with laughter. HAHAHA!

That's my mom and Funny Man. Okay let me tell you this. Hahaha. He totally ckecked my mom out. HAHA! I died laughing. lol. My mom got mad at me today because I was like "Awww! It's your future lover!" Haha. He walked past us for a minute and like looked at her and did the whole nod head thing. lol. Oh man, I was laughing so hard.

And what topped my night off, was the first person we got a picture with. lol. His wife is so nice, she was standing on stage the whole time and when it ended she looked at him and was like "Yeah! Good job, Babe." lol. I was like "AWWWWW!" Lol.

BRANDON! Lol. He is absolutely the sweetest guy I have ever met in my life. Hehe. Love him. When he put his arm up for the thumbs up I thought he was giving me bunny ears. lol.

That's Non-Conformity and Brandon. lol. MY BAND! AHHHH! Hehe.

Also, Brandon was the ONLY one in Atreyu to come out and take pictures. I was pissed. Plus, Alex just walked off stage before the last song was over. I was like "Somebody has their undies in a bunch!" Lol.

Last night was AMAZING!

-Sierra♥

Hehe! Once again another update, they just keep coming. HAHA!

Well tomorrow I have band practice and then I'm goning to see my History teachers band Brazen Angel. HAHA! Wow that sounds funny but yeah that's what's happenin' tomorrow.

Saturday is well um..........

ATREYU!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! You guys have no idea how excited I am. Haha. But I won't be on. =[=[

BUT Sunday, I am going to be typing my ASS off. Some may know but the latest little diddy I've done turned out to be SUPER DUPER longer then I thought it would be so I spilt it into part. I was originally only going to do 2 parts but then I desided I wanted to write Emily another one-shot and then I was like "AHHH!!! COMBINAGE!" Lol. So I combined the ideas and made one big ass diddy that is planned in my head. lol. 

But I give Emily permission in this to kick my ass if Part 2 isn't out by Sunday night. lol. 

So yeah that's pretty much what's crackin over here in Sierra's Land. lol.

-Sierra♥

P.S. I really wanted to make the Atreyu really big. Hehe.

So yeah, at this moment right now I am literally dying of happiness. lol.

CONGRADS MATT AND VAL!!!

OH MY GOD, THEY ARE SO FUCKING CUTE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

Lol. I'm going to try and contain myself. lol. The majority of my outburst has past but it's still there. lol. No words at the moment. lol.

ANYWAYS, so yeah. I've been bored, what's new, and I started working on this little diddy or so I thought. Well It turned out to be 4 pages in a document and I wasn't done so I was like "FINALLY SOMETHING MORE THEN ONE!" Lol. So here's a MULTI-SHOT! Unless I feel like continueing it. lol.

Hehe! The paring is Sierra and Alex. I have no idea but I'm in a HUGE Alex Vatkatzas mood right now. lol. To much Atreyu I tell you. lol.  So hope you like it.

-Sierra♥

Part 1

Sierra's POV

            I sighed as I walked off the plane and down the long hallway to the entrance of the boarding gate. The guys words who dropped me off at the airport in Atlanta echoed through my head. "Hey, kid. Watch out, Cali is a whole new world compared to the ATL. Keep your head up." At the time, I had just rolled my eyes but when I saw the people walking around LAX what he told me started to seep through my hard-head. I slung my backpack over my shoulders and headed to the baggage claim when my uncle and his new fiancé AKA my new guardians would pick me up. I walked through LAX people watching and found the baggage claim. I saw my uncle who was trying so hard to keep a smile on his face without breaking into a hysterical laughter and call me a freak. I shook the bangs from my eyes and pushed them to the side. I twirled around the rings on my fingers as I made my way to my new 'family'. Only a year of this and I would be gone, thank god.

            My uncle pulled into the Orange County suburban two-story house. I rolled my eyes as my aunt rambled on about how excited she was to have me here and how much fun we were going to have. Note to self: start countdown till graduation. We got out of the BMW and I grabbed my suitcase out of the trunk. My uncle took it and headed for the door, trying to impress his soon-to-be-wife. What a douche? I rolled my eyes again, and looked around the neighborhood before my aunt dragged me into the house. "Here's your room." She squealed pulled me to the last door on the top floor. She pushed open the door and there was a huge room with a full-size bed with purple sheets. The walls were white and there was one huge window with a small black bench placed in front of it. My uncle was right behind us with my suitcase. As she showed me around the room squealing and chatting about the furniture and how much history this house had for her, my uncle was trying to figure out how to hold himself together and not freak out. I could tell when child services called him it was her idea about taking me in. He knew my reputation. I smiled at the thought. Once she finished dragging me around the entire house including the back yard, they let me get settled in my room. I headed up the 20-odd stairs and walked to my new room. Granted this would suck and I'd rather not be here, it was a hell of a lot better then what I came from. I picked my suitcase up from off the ground and tossed it onto the bed. I opened it and started filling the dresser with my clothes. I glanced outside and saw a guy across the street. He looked about my age, kind of tall, with darker hair. He seemed to notice me as I turned to my closet. I shook off the thought of this guy, and opened the closet door. I found the light switch and expected a small little closet. I looked around and the small-room sized walk-in closet. "Oh my god." I muttered. I guess I should get used to this stuff. I sighed and hung up my jackets. Wow, this would take a while to fill up this closet. I turned the light off and continued filling up the dresser. I glanced at the small alarm clock on the side table, 8:46 pm. I grabbed a pair of shorts and a tee. I made sure I had my bathroom bag and opened the door my aunt said would be my bathroom. I held my breathe fearing another closet size room. I got what I expected but a tiny bit smaller. I sighed and took a quick shower. When I was done, not wanting to be rude, I walked back downstairs to say good-night. I grabbed a quick glass of water and then headed back up stairs. I shut the wooden window blinds seeing that guy again this time he was in the upper level room directly across from my room. He saw me and waved. I smiled and waved back closing the blinds. He was rather cute. Maybe I would like it here better then I thought. I walked over to the bed and pulled the blankets up and crawled in after I turned off the light. I slowly drifted off to sleep.

            One Week Later

            "Okay look, I know you and I don't get along and all but just can we keep this reasonable. Kathy means a lot to me don't fuck this up for me." My uncle said as we got into the car. I held in my laughter and nodded. "Look and on Monday I swear to god if I get a call form the school saying you got in a fight I am literally going to flip a fucking car. You know this is your last chance to graduation from a school in California so don't fuck it up." I smiled. "I know." I muttered. "Oh and I know how much of a smart ass you are so when I say Monday I mean the whole damn year." He said turning onto Main street and heading to the mall.

            He pulled into the mall parking lot and parked toward the back. "Look, here's my credit card get what you need for school, anything you want. I fucking hate shopping and I don't want to shop with you. I'm going to run to work and do some things. Call me when you're done so I can come get your ass." He said handing me his credit card and a couple dollar bills. I nodded smiling sarcastically. I knew he hated me, I didn't even care. I grabbed my purse and slung it over my shoulder. I opened the door and got out. I honestly wouldn't want to shop with him either. He sped off as I headed toward the entrance. I walked through the mall trying to find a Hot Topic. I found one and headed inside. I grabbed a whole bunch of random band tees, and some black pants for work. This past week I went job hunting so I wasn't stuck with my all-to-happy aunt and my uncle at the house. I found one at a local record store. I didn't mind. My boss seemed pretty chill. I headed over to the check-out and set the clothes on the counter. The girl scanned everything and I paid. I headed out and checked my phone. That didn't even take me 20 minutes. I sighed and continued walking around the mall, maybe I'd find something else. I went into a couple different stores. Bought some random things I didn't really need but hey I had my uncle's credit card and I deserve to fuck with his life. I smiled as I texted my uncle telling him I was ready. I walked really slow so I didn't have to wait that long for him to get here. He told me to meet him where he dropped me off. I got there right as he pulled in. I tossed the bags into the back seat and handed my uncle his credit card. "How'd it go?" He asked as he sped home. "Fine, I got everything I'll need." I smiled to myself. "Oh and as for transportation. Kathie talked me into letting you have something." "Huh?" "Well, I have those old VW van in the shed and it's been sitting there for like 4 years. You can have it. It runs perfectly." "You're just going to give me a car?" I asked kind of confused. He nodded. "Hey, you'll need one. Plus, this way you can just do whatever you want and you can leave me alone." He said pulling into our driveway. "The keys for it are on the kitchen table. I'm going to run to the store be back later." I nodded and grabbed my stuff form the backseat and headed to the front door. He sped off as I unlocked the door. I headed up stairs to drop my things off and then headed back downstairs to get those keys.

            I opened the shed doors and saw a two-toned yellow and white VW van. You would think what the hell?! But I'm not going to lie, it's fucking awesome. I opened the door and got in. I started the engine and it turned on. I made sure the stereo worked and everything else worked. It was perfect. I guess this wasn't so bad. I smiled at the thought.

First Day of School

            I finished straightening my hair and applied a bit of eyeliner to my hazel eyes. I pulled on some jeans I got the other day, and I pulled on my favorite Pantera tee. I slipped on my converse and glanced in the mirror making sure I didn't look like a homeless person or anything. I grabbed my purse and a binder just in case. I made sure I had my phone and my keys. I headed down stairs. "Have a wonderful day, honey." My aunt squealed. I smiled holding back to the urge to roll my eyes. She was so annoying. "Bye." I said passing my uncle. "Sierra, remember what we talked about." He said stopping me. I nodded holding back a smile. He let me go and I headed to my car. I noticed that guy across the street getting in his car too. I smiled; maybe we'd be going to the same school. I started my car and headed to a whole new world, school.

            The first half of the day sucked. I spent most of my time trying to find out where the hell I was going. The other half of the day I spent looking for that guy. He seemed like the type of person I would actually hang out with. I headed to lunch now. I sat down in a bench in the corner. I had gotten used to the stares because I was the new girl and the fact I looked like I had just walked out of a metal show. Man, this was rather awkward. I barely touched the small bag of chips I quickly grabbed this morning. I heard the courtyard doors swing open and someone yell "You're in our spot, bitch!". It sounds like they were talking to me. I looked up actually fearing what I was going to see. Thank god, they were talking to the table on the other side of the courtyard. I guess it echoed a lot. I watched as the nerds fled from the bench and the five guys punch and talk shit about each other. I looked through each of the boys and recognized one of them. He was the one I wanted to see all day. The bell rung and I quickly got up hoping he wouldn't notice me. I felt eyes burning a hole in my back as I walked through the courtyard doors. Oh my god, he saw me. I walked as fast as I could to my next class. I wasn't really sure why I was acting this way; I mean I've never met him before.

After School

            I got home and changed into my work clothes. Today was my first day at work; lots of firsts today. I got back into my car and headed to the record shop. I parked in the back and walked around to the front. "Sierra, first day, come over here please?" My boss said from the shelf he was stalking. I walked over to him. "Yeah?" "Alright, basically today, just stalk and I'll start your training for the register and shit tomorrow." He said handing me a pile of CDs. I nodded taking them. He walked over to the register and told the girl working there that her time was up and to head home. I started stalking the shelves.

            I was about finished with the last stack of CDs when I heard footsteps walking toward me. "Hey Rory, wanted me to take this of your hands." A male voice said. I looked at him, and it was that guy from across the street. I felt my cheeks blush a tiny bit and nodded. "Thanks. Does he need anything else?" I asked looking the guy over. All I'll say is, DAYHAYMN! He smiled and took the CDS. "Nah, he said that you could head home but he wanted to know if you could come in early so he could get the training out of the way." He said smiling. I nodded. "Tell him sure. I'll just skip last class, boring anyways." He laughed. "You live across the street from me huh? Rick and Kathy's new kid?" "Yep, that's me." "Rick doesn't seem like the adoptive type." "He's not. Kathy was like 'Oh yeah we'll take her' but she doesn't know my history like Uncle Rick does." I said smiling. He laughed. "Nice. You'll have to tell me about your history sometime, Sierra." He knew my name?! Oh god! "I'll be glad to tell you." I didn't know his name, wait his name tag. Fuck! Alex, hmmm. He smiled and started stalking the shelves. I went to the back and clocked out. I said Bye to Rory and headed home. I guess this whole thing would really turn out a lot better then I thought it would be.

So here's another little diddy I had in mind.

It had to do with Brandan Schieppati so I asked Vee if she wanted to be in it and she said yea. Lol. Originally I just started typing it but when I got done it was more of a one-shot. So I was just like what the hell, so Vee here's a one-shot for you. lol.

Hope you love it! Hehe!

-Sierra♥

Vienna/Brandan

Sierra/Alex

^Yea when I say Alex I mean Varkatzas. I need something new, so I was like what the hell why not.^ Hehe!

♥A simple love story, You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed.♥ 

Brandan's POV

            "Brandan!" my boss yelled from across the miniature golf course. I rolled my eyes and looked over at him. "Yeah?" I questioned. "When you're done with that, go home. You're good for the night." "Okay." I yelled back. He turned back to the warehouse and headed to his office. I rolled my eyes again. I finished collecting the golf balls and headed to grab my check. I clocked out and headed to the bank. I blasted some Slayer and drove home.

            I turned the corner onto my street and faintly saw Alex's car in the driveway. I got closer and saw Sierra, my sister, pacing back and forth on the grass. I parked my car and got out slipping my wallet back into my pocket. Sierra had paced a straight line in the grass. I raised an eyebrow. "Sierra?" I questioned. She glared at me. I walked closer to her and her glare followed me. At this point, I was a bit worried. "Sierra?" I asked again. I saw her fists clench up and then one of them colliding with my face. I felt the warm blood run from my nose and lip down my neck. I stumbled back. I looked at her and then she basically jumped on me. Both of us fell to the grass and swung away at each other. "Brandan, I'm so fucking sick of you always thinking no one cares!" She screamed at me as we fought. She hit me one last time before Alex pulled her off of me. I stood up and wiped the blood from my face. I looked toward her seeing her knee Alex in the groan and charge toward me. Fearing the worst I took off running. Sierra was highly pissed and I was highly scared. She kept behind me as I pushed through the people crowding Main Street. Some of those people moved seeing two people running toward them with bloody faces; I wouldn't blame them on that one. I turned the corner into the park. I looked back to see if Sierra was there but didn't see her. I slowed my pace and looked a bit more. I saw her lying on the grass. "Fuck." I muttered. I stopped running and walked toward her. "Sierra?" I asked a few yards away taking my precautions. "What?" she spat back. "Can you just tell me what wrong instead of beating my face in?" I asked walking toward her. She sat up wiping blood from her nose. "You, is my problem. Just because that fucking bitch did that to you doesn't mean that everyone in the fucking world hates you. I can name like 12 people who love and care for you. Two of those people being like right in fucking front of you." She rambled. I never thought she knew about that. I sat down next to her. "What do you mean right in front of me?" "Well me being one of them, and someone else but I'm not telling you who." "Please?" I asked. "I'll show you but you have to go to prom with her. Just agree with it and I promise you'll love it." She seemed excited about this. "Fine." I agreed. I some how trusted her on this one. "Schweet! I can't believe you it me back too." "Hey you hit me first plus you like charged at me. That is going to haunt me." I said standing up. She stood up and we headed home looking like freaks. The looks we got were priceless. It took us about 45 minutes to get home, I didn't think she chased me that far but apparently she did.

*A Week Later* Two weeks till Prom

Sierra's POV

            I didn't bother trying to cover up my black eye. Of course, people knew Brandan and I got in a fist fight. It's not the first time. Unlike normal brothers and sisters that fight, Bran and I actually... fight. I'm not really sure why, but we do. I grabbed my bag and headed outside. I saw Alex waiting for me. I slid into the passenger side of his car and we headed to school. "So are you going to tell her today?" He asked. I nodded. "Yep." I answered. He smiled and shook his head. "God I just love you." He said pulling into the parking lot. I smiled. "I know, I know." We got out right as the bell for first rang. "See you next class." He said kissing my cheek. I smiled and nodded. I headed to first.

            So far the day sucked, but it was just going to get better. I had like 20 people ask if Bran and I fought. I just nodded and smiled. I didn't understand how they didn't notice within the last week. I mean all I had was a black eye and Bran had stitches over his right eyebrow, beats me. I walked into 5^th period and spotted Vienna sitting in the back. I smiled. This was so going to work. I walked over to her and sat down on the lab stool next to her. "Hey Vee what's up?" I asked smiling. She looked toward me kind of confused. "Yes, I know I don't really talk to you but I have an amazing reason this time." I said smiling. She just nodded. I laughed. "So I've noticed you eyeing Bran." I said. She looked away and bit her lip. "I'm not eyeing your brother." She spat back. "Unhuh. So you didn't develop a huge crush on him in 7^th grade and write 'I ♥ Brandan!' all over your binders and notebooks?" I asked smiling. She pushed her books away from me and shook her head. "I don't know what you're talking about." She said blushing. "Oh come on, just say it. I have a really good idea and I need your help." I begged. She shook her head. "No." "Well, fine. I was going to say I wanted you to go to prom with Brandan as a Blind Date kind of thing but if you don't want to, fine." I said standing up smiling. I knew that would work. "Wait, I'll do it." Vee said giving in. I sat back down. "Really?" I asked. She nodded. "Yes!" I said smiling. "But isn't he already going with that bitch?" She asked. I laughed and shook my head. "Absolutely not because I got him to agree to this whole shabang." "He knows?!" "No, I got him to agree to a blind prom date." "Really?" I nodded. "Yep. What are you doing Saturday?" "Nothing. Why?" "Well we need to go get dresses and all that stuff." She sighed. "Don't worry; I hate dress shopping so it'll only be like an hour." She laughed. "So I'm really going with Brandan?" I nodded. "Yep." "This isn't some kind of Schieppati joke?" I laughed. "Absolutely not. I know you like him way more then that snobby little two-timing bitch and I just want him to be happy and I can see potential in this. I promise this isn't a joke." I said. "I really hate that girl." "Oh believe me, me too. It takes everything just to walk past her in the halls. If I had my way she'd be long gone." I said laughing.

**Two Weeks Later**

Vienna"s POV

            "Sierra, dude, I can't do this." I said walking out my bathroom in my dress. Sierra laughed as she pulled on her shoes. "You have to. Trust me you'll knock his ass on the ground. You look awesome." She said. I sighed. "If you say so." I said pulling on my black heels. I looked in the mirror. I looked actually pretty damn good. "Okay, I think you picked the right dress. Just don't kill my brother; he's so not going to know what hit him." Sierra said laughing. I looked at her and smiled. "I'll try; I mean I just can't help it." I said laughing. "Let's go." We walked out to Sierra's car and headed to her house. I was so nervous.

            We pulled into her driveway and saw Alex, Brandan, and a few of their friends standing out side. Brandan looked amazing in his Tux. I smiled to myself as I felt my cheeks grow hotter. Sierra giggled. "Just calm down." She said opening her door and got out. I opened mine and got out. I dropped my prom ticket and bent down to pick it up before Brandan could see me. I looked around and found it but noticed a pair of dress shoes in front of me. "Fuck." I muttered. I slowly stood up but continued to look down. I sighed and looked up toward Brandan. "Vienna?" He asked rather surprised. "Brandan." I said smiling. "You look amazing." He said searching for his words. I smiled. "Thanks, you do too." I felt my cheeks turn red as he grabbed my hand. I looked toward Sierra and she was about to die. I smiled. Tonight was going to be amazing.

            A slower song started to play, and Brandan put his hands on my hips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we just swayed back and forth. "You know, Vee. I never thought you would be here. Like be the girl Sierra set me up with." Brandan said smiling. I smiled. "Yeah. When she told me about it I was skeptical. Then I gave in." He laughed. "She's a tough one to say no too. But I'm glad you didn't say no and stuck to it. I glad it was you and not some other chick." He said looking at me smiling. I blushed; I didn't know what to say to that. "I'm sorry I never noticed you before." He said trying to say something. I smiled. "It's okay." "Well I take that back, I'm sorry I never had the guts to talk to you." "What do you mean?" "Well, like every time I'd pass you in the halls I'd do anything just to say hey to you. Just to get you to notice me. But every time I'd push myself to do it I'd choke up and can't spit out the hey or what's up." He said smiling. It looked like he was blushing. I tried to contain my urge to squeal and thankfully I did. "Really?" "Yeah. God that sounds so corny." He said shaking his head. I smiled. "Well coming from you, I think it's the most adorable thing I've ever heard." I said, remembering me wishing for the same thing. He smiled and leaned closer to me, our lips crashing together. I felt like a jar of butterflies opened inside of my stomach.

Sierra's POV

            "Sierra, look." Alex said turning our swaying bodies so I could see Bran and Vee. They were lip-locked. "Aww. Sierra has done it again. Helping people is what I do the best." I said doing a small victory dance totally off-beat with the song. Alex laughed and pulled me toward him again. "I love you." He said kissing me. I smiled. "I know you do. I love you too." I said hugging him.

Brandan's POV

            Vee pulled away from me. She smiled. "Vee, can I ask you a question?" I asked as we continued to sway to the music. She nodded. "Will you maybe um...be my um...girlfriend?" I asked nerves taking over my body but I spit out the question before I could choke up. Her smile turned to a grin. "Of course." She said hugging me. Tonight was amazing. Maybe my life was looking up. If only it would stay like this.

Sorry, but here's another Update. Hehe!

Anyways, this past week sucked! COMPLETELY! But I'm not the only one. lol. It sucked for like everyone. lol. The only good day was yesterday.

So yeah I have concerts soon, YAY!

And School, and now I have

.....

BAND PRACTICE!

Yes, I said it I have band practice. You know with like Amps, and electricity, and stuff like that. Hehe. We have yet to figure out a name though. We had a couple but they were already taken.........dicks. lol. But we decided that we're all going to make a list and decide on Wednesday. lol. I have no idea why I'm telling you guys this but I feel like it and plus this means.............not to much of the Buzznet. =[=[

But that'll only happen on like Wednesdays and Staurdays. lol.

ANYWAYS, just a small update. So....

PEACE!

-Sierra♥

So here's an update:

-Boredom

-72 on Math quiz bring my grade up 18 points to a 55, hehe!

-I have next Friday 10/16 off which means BUZZNET!

And:

-MORE CONCERTS! Hehe Those being

-October 24th= Atreyu and Hollywood Undead. YAY!

And:

-November 24th= Throwdown and Bury Your Dead. MORE YAYS!

Hehe!

I'm super duper stoked for those. lol. Nothing much is going on other then that. OH and one more thing. Some of you may know that I've tried to convince my mom into letting me get gauges. I talked to her about it today and she said Yes. SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR THAT! YES YES YES!!!!! Okay now for the lebret and the industrial. Hehe! That's going to be fun.

ANYWAYS! Like I begin before, nothing much is going on with me. lol. Just bored as fuck and that's about it. lol.

-Sierra♥ 

So yeah, I suck a little diddy titles. lol.

Characters in this are:

Sierra/Jimmy

Vanessa/Matt/Jacoby

Amy/Jyrki

and some Blonde chick name Trixie. lol

Anyways, hopefully this is good. I kinda of this the end sucks but whatever. Hope you like!

-Sierra♥

 Sierra's POV

            "Sierra? I have someone I want you to meet." Jimmy called from the front door. I turned away from Vanessa and Jacoby, they were so cute. I saw Jimmy pulling a short, blonde chick in a small tank-top and some short-ass shorts. I raised my eyebrow. Please tell me this isn't the chick he won't shut up about, I thought. Jimmy dropped the chicks hand and hugged me. I saw the chicks face drop and see gave me this nasty look. "Sierra, this is Trixie. She's the girl I was telling you about." Jimmy said with the biggest grin on his face. I refrained from slapping him. He was so blind. He turned back to her and she smiled as big as she flaunted her newly enhanced chest, to say the least, trying to get his attention. I rolled my eyes. She looked at me trying to hold back a glare for Jimmy. "Its nice to meet you, I'm Trixie, like Jimmy said." She said like nearly crawling all over him. I tried holding back my laughter. God, chicks these days. Jimmy just smiled. "Well I just wanted you two to meet, we're going to head to the bar see you later, I need help with some lyrics. Bye." Jimmy explained hugging me one last time and then he and Trixie headed out. I turned back to Ness and Cobes and they busted out laughing. "Sierra your face is priceless." Cobes coughed out. "Oh my god, I'm screwed." I said falling back into my seat.

**Two Months Later**

            I turned toward the wall I was leaning on and started hitting my head against it. "Sierra stop it." Ness said pulling me away from the wall. "Come on it won't be that bad. Amy will be there and so will I." "Ness I'm going to go insane if she won't shut up about her fucking hair and how bad her outfit is. I swear to god she'll die." I said shaking my head back and forth. Trixie hasn't left for the past two months and everyday it was the same thing. Amy ran through the door. "GUYS! Trixie is coming too?!" She nearly yelled. Ness shook her head. "YES!" I yelled back. Matt opened the door. "Just try to be nice please. Jimmy actually likes her." He said. I rolled my eyes. "Only for looks." I mumbled. "Sierra I heard that. No fighting." He said looking at me. I turned away. "I'm not promising that, I have someone in mind." I said closing my eyes. This was going to be a long ass night. "Who?!" Amy and Ness yelled. I clenched my jaw, fuck. "No one, well yeah someone but I'm not completely sure they need an ass kicking right now. You'll find out." I said trying to say the least. "COME ON!" Matt yelled pulling the three of us to the bus. The next year was going to be long.

**Few Months Later**

            "I love you, Jyrki." Amy said into the receiver. I smiled. "I LOVE YOU TOO JYRKI!!! DO ME A FAVOR AND GET YOUR ASS HERE. AMES IS GOING NUTS!" I yelled at Amy hoping he'd here me. Amy rolled her eyes. "He said 'Will do'." I laughed. Ness ran in knocking me out of the way. She had tears in her eyes. "Oh fuck nah." I muttered. She found out, I knew it. I looked at Amy and she nodded heading off to get Ness. I headed outside. I pushed open the bus door and saw Jacoby just standing there. I cracked my knuckles. He looked up at me. "Sierra, let me explain." He started. "Jacoby just shut up, okay. You know what you did and you know what the consequences are. You hurt Ness and you should know that doesn't just fly by me." I said walking toward him. He looked at the ground. "Just don't hit me please. I'll leave right now. Just let me get my things, please?" he explained tears filling his eyes and pouring out. I couldn't just hit him. "Fine, but just let Ames and I get her out before you go in. When you see us walk off the bus and head somewhere else go get your things and text me when you're done. You got off easy, Shaddix." I said. He nodded and headed to a bench across the street. I walked back on the bus and Amy was hugging Ness. Ness was breaking down. "Come on, let's get something to eat and we'll talk." I said as we walked off the bus. That was easier then I thought.

**A Week Later**

            I felt someone grab my shoulder and pull me around the bus. "What the fuck!?" I protested. "Sierra, I need your help." Matt explained. I raised my eyebrow. "Why so nice all of a sudden? Your usually pissed at me because I'm off task." I said smiling. He rolled his eyes. "I know, but I need your help like really really bad." He said almost worried and scared. "Um...okay then. What do you need?" I asked kind of confused. "I want to tell Ness something." He said looking away from me. "What do you want to tell her?" I asked really confused. "That I love her." He said looking at his feet. I smiled. "Awww." I said smiling way to big. He looked at me. "You know I think I should just tell her this because that'll win her over. That is way to sweet." I said laughing. "You'd tell her for me?" he asked excited. I smiled. "I would but I think that you need to tell her yourself." I said smiling. "I can't tell her." "Why not?" "Because I'll choke up." I smiled again. "You are just way to cute with this. Just tell her to meet you after the show and just tell her how you fell. Trust me it'll work." He nodded. "Thanks a bunch. I owe you." He said hugging me. I rolled my eyes. "Just give me permission to beat the holy snot out of Trixie." I said laughing. "Why do you care so much about her being here?" He asked. "Seriously? Like it's not noticeable." I said blushing a bit. He looking like he was thinking. "Really? You like Jimmy?" He asked smiling. "Yeah." I said biting my lip a bit. "No that is way too adorable. I give you permission to kick Trixie's ass. I hate her." He said smiling. I laughed. "YES!" I said laughing.

**That Night**

            "SIERRA! AMY! Matt just told me he loves me and I'm about to die of happiness. It was so damn cute. He was all turning red and looking at his feet and then he just spat it out really fast. I like died of his cuteness." She said turning red and basically collapsing onto the seat. I looked at Ames. She was just smiling. "That is too cute." I told Ness what Matt told me today and what happened. She died of blushing. I smiled. I heard my walkie-talkie go off. "Scoot get your as to merch!" we all Jason said. I rolled my eyes. "Peace for now." I hooked my walkie-talkie onto my belt. I shut the bus door behind me and headed to the merch booth.

            "Whatcha' need?" I asked Jason. "Run back to the tech bus and bring some of the Classic tee Small and Medium." I nodded running to the tech bus. I pulled my keys out of my pocket and unlocked the door. I pulled it open and looked for the label box. I found in and pulled it out. I shut the door and locked it. "Oh well look who it is? Sierra the slut." I rolled my eyes and looked behind me at Trixie. "Anything else? I mean you shouldn't be talking at least I keep my boobs inside my shirt." I said proving my point. She sighed. "Well, umm... at least I have Jimmy." She coughed back. I laughed. "He only likes you for sex I mean come on it's not that hidden." I said. She rolled her eyes. "He doesn't even like you. The only reason he's around here is because of the band and the fact he feals sorry for you and your not-so-happy family." She yelled getting in my face. I tried to refrain but failed. I dropped the box of tee shirts and punch her in the nose. She stumbled back, bleeding. Fuck Jimmy was going to shot me, I thought. "Bitch!" She mumbled. "You called for it. Next time don't get in my fucking face." I said picking up the box and headed back to the merch booth. I handed the box to Jason. "What's wrong?" He asked confused. "Let just say Jimmy's going to throw a shit-fit with me tonight." I said walking away. This was going to be interesting.

**Later**

            "Fuck." I mumbled turning to the bus door after seeing Jimmy stalking toward me. I tried to get the bus door open but failed. He pulled me by the shoulders and slammed me against the bus. "What the fuck are you thinking Sierra!?" He yelled inches from my face. I was about to say something but he cut me off. "Just don't say anything. Everytime you screw things up for me. Every fucking time, I just don't get why? You don't care about me, so what's the fucking point?" He yelled. I bit my lip, I knew this was coming. "I don't care about you? Jimmy you can asked anyone on this fucking tour and they'll tell you that I care way fucking more then that little two-timing slut you call a girl-friend. You don't even know her well you know what you think is her. She fucks so many guys on this tour that your god damn head will spin. She never fucking shuts up on how much dick she sucks! You think that is what you need. I told her to fucking fuck off but she got in my face and told me I didn't care sort of like your doing but I'm not going to punch the only person who I love. Yeah I fucking said it. I love you Jimmy, I have for the longest time and I'm fucking sick of seeing you wasting your time with these sluts only to end up hurt. I'm fucking sick of it." I yelled back the truth pouring out of my mouth. He stared blankly at me. I pushed his hands away from my shoulders and turned around and started to open the bus before he could notice the tears. I felt his hands pull me around one more time but instead of seeing his face I was met with his lips crashing into mine. He smiled against my lips and slowly pulled away. "I love you, too. I just didn't think you'd go for a guy like me." He said looking into my eyes. I smiled feeling my cheeks get hot. "What can I say I have low standards." I said laughing. He kissed me once more. I heard someone scoff from next to us. I looked over and saw Trixie with a bandaged nose. Jimmy laughed, pulling me close to him. "Sorry it didn't work out. I got caught up in something a lot better." He said kissing my forehead. I smiled. She screamed and I laughed. This actually turned out a lot better then I thought it would have been. :)

 Stole from Ness. =]=]

Do it please!?

-Sierra♥

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1. Why did you first add me as a friend?
2. What were your first thoughts about me?
3. What do you think now?
4. What is your favorite picture I've taken or blog I've written?
5. How would you describe me or what I post?
6. What reminds you of me?
7. If we were able to magically teleport to magical places together, what do you think would be awesome to do?
8. Maybe we could attempt to make an ice sculpture, what do you think we should make?
9. Do you believe in magic?
10. Are you happy we're friends?

Here's Em's oneshot!

I'M HOPE YOU LOVE IT!!!

HEHEHE

-Sierra♥ 

Jimmy's POV

            "Here's your key Jimmy!" Matt yelled tossing a hotel key at me. I caught it and looked at the number, 669. I smiled and headed to the elevator. I clicked the 6^th floor button and waited. The door clicked and opened. Two girls, both with short dark hair, were leaning against the side waiting. I walked it and went to click the 6^th floor but it was already lit up. These girls must be going there too. The doors shut and I heard whispering. I smiled to myself. One of them tapped me on the shoulder. "Um excuse me; I just wanted to let you know what we know who you are and that you're an amazing drummer." The taller one said smiling. The girl next to her was completely red in the face and smiling like an idiot, it was rather adorable. I smiled. "Thanks. That means a lot." I said looking them over. I'd have to admit A7X fans were AMAZING! They smiled as the doors open. "You two coming to the show tonight?" I asked hoping they would be. They both nodded before running down the corridor to their room. I smiled, maybe I'd see them. I headed to my room. I opened the door and tossed my suitcase on my bed. I looked at my phone for the time. I had about 8 hours till the show, might as well sleep.

Emily's POV

            "Oh my god, Sierra I can't fucking believe you talked to him." I nearly screamed once I slammed the hotel door. She laughed and jumped on her bed. "Well I mean he was right there and I knew you couldn't say anything because you were to busy trying to breath." She said laughed. I smiled and blushed a bit. "Oh shut up, you would have done the same exact thing if BeefCake would have been with him." I retorted jumping on my bed. She smiled at me. "Correction if BeefCake was with him I would have fainted." I laughed. "I can totally see you doing that too." I added. She smiled. "Oh BeefCake help me!" She acted like she was fainting and then like she couldn't breath. I died laughing. This trip is getting better and better.

**2 hours later**

            "Get your ass out of the shower, damnit! We need to go! Front CENTER, ring a bell!" I yelled through the bathroom door. "I'M OUT!" Sierra yelled back. I laughed and pulled my shoes on. I glanced in the mirror. I started messing with my hair and started playing with my eyeliner. By the time Sierra was finished getting ready, we looked pretty damn good. Tonight was going to be amazing. We headed down to the elevator and then we grabbed a cab to the venue.

            We got out and looked around. There were about 5 people waiting at the doors.  Sierra and I walked up to the line and sat on the ground we'd be here for a while. "Dude we're not going to be able to be front center." I said. Sierra looked at me and smiled. "Trust me we'll make it. We'll just have to run." I rolled my eyes. "Okay."

**6 hours later**

            "Come on it's fucking 6:00! Open the god damn doors!" I yelled impatient. Sierra laughed. The doors opened and people rushed it. We got our wristbands for pit and then Sierra and I took off running to the pit. We started across the floor and I spotted two spots front and center, Sierra must have too. We sped up and got there just in time. "I told you, front and center." Sierra said smiling. I laughed. "I know."

            The openers pretty much sucked. I didn't know who they were. Sierra and I were freaking out. A7X was next and they'd totally see us, front center always works. The lights dimmed and I about went ape shit. The opening chords to 'Critical Acclaim' echoes through the venue. The lights came on and Gates was standing right in front of us along with Zacky. Johnny was behind Jimmy. Matt was at the piano, and Jimmy was well... behind the drum kit. I smiled at the sight of him. I looked over at Sierra and she about died once Matt screamed. I looked back at Jimmy and he was looking directly at me smiling. I smiled back knowing I was blushing. I saw him giggle and I knew I was beat red.  

            "How we doing tonight?!" Matt yelled. The crowd yelled back. I couldn't tell if Sierra was the loudest in general or if it was just because she was right next to me. "How are my boys' tonight?!" he yelled. All the guys' yelled back. Sierra looked at me. I rolled my eyes, I knew she about to embarrass the hell out of herself. "Nice, but I think my ladies' can do better. How are my ladies' tonight!?" Matt said laughing.  All the girls' screamed back at him. Sierra topping it off with "I FUCKING LOVE YOU MATT!" I laughed so hard. I looked at her, she was beat red. I think Matt saw her scream it. He laughed into the microphone. He looked directly at her. "I fucking love you too." He said laughing. She was smiling like a completely idiot. They started the song and Sierra looked at me. I laughed and then started singing along.

            The show was amazing. I'm not even sure if that covers it though. "Dude we should stay after and meet them!" I said laughing. Sierra smiled. "Nah, we're in the same hotel, we'll just hang at the bar." I nodded. "That'll work too." We grabbed a taxi and headed to the hotel.

            We decided the bar was not the right place to meet them, we ended up at the diner next to bar hoping they'd come here. We sat there laughing at just stupid things when the diner door opened. Jimmy and Matt walked in. Sierra immediately looked at me. "Fuck." She muttered. I laughed a bit too loud. They looked over at us. We acted like we didn't realize them. I saw them coming toward us. "Hey mind if we join?" Matt asked. I smiled. I knew Sierra was going to die. "Sure, fine with us." I said smiling. Jimmy sat next to me and Matt sat next to Sierra. She was pretty close to being dead at this point but I'm sure I was there too. "So you two were front center tonight?" Jimmy asked. We nodded. "You're the girl who yelled 'I fucking love you Matt!'" Matt said pointing at Sierra. She died right there. She smiled and nodded. "Yep that would be me." She added. I laughed. "I met you both in the elevator." Jimmy added. I nodded. "Yep, that's us." "Well I'm sure you know who we are. What are your names?" Matt asked getting comfortable in the diner seat.   "I'm Sierra but you guys' can call me See." "I'm Emily, call me Em." They nodded. We ended up sitting in the diner until maybe 6 in the morning just talking about random things. I felt like I'd known them forever. "So where are you guys' headed next?" Jimmy asked. I looked at Sierra. "Well, we're kind of just moving around. We work with a band." I said. "Cool. What band?" "Obsidian" Sierra replied. "Really? We go on tour with them next month. Maybe we'll see each other?" Matt said smiling. "That would be awesome." I replied. Sierra smiled. "Oh totally." Matt smiled at her. "Well we better be going. Nice meeting you too. See you in about a month." Jimmy asked standing up. Matt stood up along with him. "You too." I said smiled. Jimmy winked at me and then they headed off. Once we knew they were out of the diner we started freaking out, next month was going to be amazing.

**Two Months Later**

            For the last month I have fallen completely in love with Jimmy. Everyday I see him; I just can't help but to think how lucky I am to have a guy like him. That smile gets me every time. Sierra has become very close with Matt. They never leave each others' sides. I'm sure she'd say the same about Jimmy and I.

            I finished setting up Obsidians' kit and was about to head to the bus when I felt someone arms wrap around my waist. "I love you." He whispered in my ear. I smiled. "I love you too." I said turning around in his arms to face him. I kissed him. He smiled against my lips. "Hey! Get a fucking room here! Things are about to blow the fuck up!" Sierra yelled form the floor. I pulled away from Jimmy and glared at her. She smiled and set of a bomb. I flinched, so did Jimmy. "What the fuck!?" I yelled. She smiled. "I said get a room!" Sierra yelled. Never trust a pyrotechnic.   

I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

They keep fucking coming and xoming and coming! The ideas never fucking stop. lol. But guess what!?

I HAVE ANOTHER ONE!!!!

HEHEHE!!!!!

Here's this one, I don't know what it is but it kind of sucks. lol. Or at least it does to me. 

-Sierra♥

 "Sierra?" a voice called from behind me. I turned around seeing a familiar face. "Mr. Sanders? Is that you?" I asked setting the stack of CDs I was organizing on the cart.  "When did you get back to Huntington?" he asked hugging me. "About a month ago, I moved back with some friends when we got signed." I said smiling. "Signed?" he said smiling. I smiled. "Yep, when I moved up north I met some kids and we kind of ended up jamming out together and it evolved from there." I explained. He smiled. "That's great. What are you doing working here though?" I laughed. "Just trying to pay the bills, and buying some studio time." I said smiling. "You do what you can, huh?" I nodded. He laughed. "So about this band, have you guys had any gigs yet?" he asked. I smiled. "A couple, we're mostly in the studio working on some demos." I said picking up some CDs and putting them away. I knew he wouldn't mind my multitasking. "That's good. You know I think I have a small gig for you if you still have that voice of yours." He said picking up an Iron Maiden CD. I smiled. "I think I still have it." I said laughing. He smiled. "Well, my anniversary is coming up, 25 years, and I want to surprise Kim, do you think you could sing a song for her?" he asked. I smiled. "Do I need to write it or do you have a song in mind?" I asked. He smiled. "I have one in mind." I nodded. He continued. "Far Away by Nickelback." I nodded. "I could do that." I said smiling. He smiled. "Thank you, it means a lot." He said. I smiled. "Anytime, when is it again?" "Friday. Call me around 12 and I'll tell you the details." He said handing me his card. I smiled. "Will do. It's nice to see you again." I said smiling, and slipping the card into my back pocket. He nodded and smiled. "As to you." He headed to the counter to pay for the CDs.  I smiled. How I missed Huntington.

**Friday Afternoon**

            I picked up my phone and dialed Mr. Sanders number. "Hello?" he answered almost out of breath. He must be running around nuts for this. "Hey, Mr. Sanders it's me Sierra." "Oh hey! If you don't mind can you like head over right now? I need some help. You still remember where we live?" "Yep. I don't mind be over in about 30 minutes. I've got to pack some equipment." I replied. "Okay. Thanks a bunch. See you when you get here. Bye." He hung up before I could answer back. I laughed. He was always in a hurry. I headed to the basement and opened the garage doors. I unlocked the trunk of my VW van and started loading some sound equipment in. Once all the equipment was loaded I ran upstairs and got a quick shower. I pulled on a black strapless dress and tried the deep red ribbon around my mid-section. I quickly dried my hair and straightened it. I pinned my band up and quickly did my make up, just some eyeliner and a bit of dark eye shadow. I ran over to my closet and pulled out my black heels. I slipped them on and raced down the stairs trying not to fall. I grabbed my keys and my purse and ran out the door. I speed of to the Sanders' house.

**The evening**

            I gulped down some water to clear my throat before having to sing Far Away. I wanted to sound good. We needed more gigs. The guys' walked on to the small stage and got into place. Being in a band with four guys was actually rather fun once you stood your ground. I grasped the microphone in my hand and walked onto the stage. I slipped the microphone into the stand and waited for the song to start. Once we got the que from Mr. Sanders we started.   

'Far Away' by Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along

I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away (So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away (So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you (That I love you)
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go

So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go

            "Sierra that was just amazing!" Mrs. Sanders said through tears as she hugged me. I smiled. "Thanks. I tried my best. After all, it is you two." I said smiling. She laughed and wiped away some of her tears. "Thanks a bunch. There's some drinks in the fridge if you all want something." She said. I smiled. "Sure. Thanks." I looked at the guys' and they were packing up. I'll just bring them some water. Another guest walked over and grabbed Mrs. Sanders' attention. I headed to the kitchen. I pulled open the glass door and walked through the large dining room. God I remember this house, too many parties and late night food fights. I shock the memories away. I was about to the fridge but felt someone grab my shoulder and cover my mouth pulling me into the coat closet. It was really dark but I could vaguely see a tall figure. I was about to start screaming but the persons hand covered my mouth and backed me into the wall. I closed my eyes out of fear. "Do you remember this?" the person whispered. I could barely recognize the voice but I knew it was familiar. He laughed. I recognized it now, Matt. I gasped through his hand. I knew he was smiling. "Now do you remember?" He asked taking his hand off my mouth. I nodded hopefully he saw. I couldn't speak. I haven't seen Matt in maybe 8 years and the last time he talked to me we were in 11^th grade. He called me a slut because I was helping out a friend get this girl to see the real him. "You know Sierra I've missed you." He said breaking my thought. I tried to see his face but I couldn't. I could see his shadow though. It looked like he was moving closer to me. I could feel his breath near my lips, soon his lips crashed against mine. I smiled against his lips. This were I had my first kiss with the same person, and I loved him ever since. He broke the kiss but leaned his forehead against mine. "You know I don't get how much of a fucking dumbass I was in high school for ignoring you." He said laughing. I smiled. "Neither do I."

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AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even have words. Plus I lost my voice.

Small reveiw:

Maybe 40 people showed up, HAHA!

First two bands were kind of......eh.

Then,

BLEEDING THROUGH

AMAZING!!!!!!!!

'Nuff said on that.

Met Brandan, Dave, and Derek after the show. Such amazingly nice guys.

I am so seeing them again. Hehe

-Sierra♥ 

So I got bored again and I'm trying to make room for As Daylight Dies in my mind and I have all these freakin ideas for fics so I'll probably make more oneshots. Hahaha.

I can't help that my mind works at freaking a million miles an hour. Hahaha. Well I hope you guys like this one. lol. I had this idea for a while. Plus a certain person has freakin invaded my mind. DAMN YOU BEEFCAKE! Lol. I mean just look at that.

I mean jeez wuleez! Lol. Anyways hope you guys like!

-Sierra 

Sierra's POV

            "Sierra Elizabeth, go to the game tonight." My mom raised her voice at me. I shook my head no. "I don't feel like it." I retorted. "I don't give a shit if you feel like it or not go support your school." She said throwing my Slayer zip-up at me and shoving me out the door. She slammed the door before I could get a complaint out. "Fucking bitch." I mumbled. I turned around pulling my hood over my choppy black hair. It was starting the pour rain. I walked down the sidewalk to the driveway and over to my truck. I searched my pockets for my keys and found nothing other then 20 bucks for admission and food. "Fucking bitch." I mumbled again. I knew my mom wouldn't give me the keys because she probably locked me out by now. I sighed and started walking. I started to pass Matt's house, sighing again.

            I'll tell you a bit about Matt. I met Matt in kindergarten when the both of us were 5 years old, he stole my crayons and I bite him. Our teacher made us apologize but I refused because he was jealous because I had the 64 pack with the sharpener and he had the 24 pack. My teacher made us talk it out anyway, when we did we suddenly became friends. He used to pull one of those red wagons down to my house almost every week when his mom picked the tomatoes from their garden. He used to try and sell them to my mom and dad. I laughed at him, but he just laughed along with me. Elementary school came around and we grew apart, but once middle school came along we NEVER talked. He'd pass me in the hall and laugh at me calling me a freak only because his friends were doing it. I always got called a freak because I started getting into my music. Everything was music to me, Day and night, 24/7, Matt on the other hand, chicks and football. That was it. When High School came no hope for friendship what so ever, he was a complete prick and I was still the same expect for the fact no one called me a freak anymore since I blew up on one of the football player on Matt's team. Everyone kind of just stopped talking about me. I was perfectly fine with it too. I kept to myself and watched girls fuck up their high school years by trying to be as slutty as they could to get Matt's attention. What a dick.

            I heard a door shut and I glanced toward the sound. I saw Matt in his football uniform and his duffle bag hanging from his shoulder. I rolled my eyes and he flipped me off with a fake mocking smiled spread across his face. I continued to walk not looking back at what used to be a good friend. He sped past me in his new car. I rolled my eyes once again. I wonder if he even remembers some of the stuff we did.

            I looked both ways and ran across the street to the school parking lot. The place was packed for the second to last game of the season. Mostly seniors' cars were in the parking lot. I glanced at my parking spot and saw Matt's car there. "Fuckface." I muttered. I walked to the line for tickets and waited for my turn. I paid and walked into the stadium. This was going to be a long night. I leaned against the fence soaked already. The rain was pouring down but they didn't cancel the game. I sighed as the football team ran through the huge banner the cheerleaders held. Matt ran out last and the crowd went nuts for their favorite quarterback. I rolled my eyes at the cocky smile spread across his face. They started the game, I barely paid attention. I could push the pain in my stomach out of my head. I coughed spitting blood out. 'Not now.' I thought.

            The buzzer rang for half time and the football players ran to the locker room. I coughed again spitting more blood up. Thank god no one noticed. I sighed again. I hated being sick.

            The game ended, 14-48, us winning. Of course we won considering our football team was one of the top in the state. I tried leaving before everyone ran through the gates trying to get to the victory dance/hang-out. I felt someone grab my arm. I looked at the person; it was Alex, my step brother. "You're going to this victory hang-out whether you like it or not." "Fuck off Varkatzas." I said pulling my arm out of his grip and headed for the parking lot. "No, Sierra. You're going this time." He picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder like a dead person. His football shoulder pads pretty much crushed my stomach. I didn't bother kick and trying to get him to put my down I knew for a fact he wouldn't. I heard Matt and his friends laughing at me. "Hey Varkatzas! Just tell the freak you love her!" Brian yelled. I rolled my eyes. "Sorry, Bri but she's not my type. I'm not one for incest." He yelled turning toward them. "God fucking damnit." I muttered. He laughed. "I'd take some." Jimmy yelled as we walked into the Gym where everyone hung out after the games. Alex laughed. I felt the anger rise in me. I started kicked and eventually got Alex to put me down. I headed over to Jimmy and the guys. "What did you fucking say?" I asked anger pouring out of my mouth. He bite his lip as his friends laughed at me. "I said I'd take some." He reiterated. I smiled sarcastically. He bent down toward me. "Well I would say yes but I'd rather not considering you've fucked every chick in this god damn high school and you've got STDs." I said not lying. He face went blank and he started turning pale. "Fuck you." He said headed to the locker room. I smiled. "Anyone else have something to fucking say?" I asked looking at the football team. Matt raised his hand, being the asshole his is. "I don't have anything to say Sierra, but I think you do considering this turned into a truth ceremony." He said smiling. I laughed. "You shouldn't be talking." I said smiling. He laughed sarcastically. "I guess that makes the both of us, how about you go first." He said. I smiled. "Maybe I'll start with you. Why the fuck do you play football? I mean just because your fucking father pressures you into playing doesn't mean you have too. I mean come the fuck on. What can't you just be the real Matt? You know the one who used to sell tomatoes to my mom and dad, the one who stole my fucking crayons, the one that doesn't cry himself to sleep and scream at you father because you're not good enough. You're not a good enough football player, you're not good enough in school." I nearly yelled it seemed the since Jimmy ran to the locker room in got quiet in the Gym. Matt's face was blank. "That maybe all true, but why don't you admit that you're a slut and skip school pay for your drug addition? I mean come on Sierra seriously? Skipping school every week?" He retorted. I laughed. "You think I have a fucking addition?" I asked laughing. He nodded. "Everyone has noticed the bruises and needles marks on you arms." He said grabbing my arm and pulling up my sleeve revealing the needle marks. I laughed again. "That is not an addiction; it's called getting your blood taken every week more then once. It's called have IVs put into you at least 20 times weekly. It's called Blood Cancer. You should check that out. I mean it's not like you care or anything. Just because I've been dying for the last 3 years doesn't mean you can suddenly care. I know for a fucking fact no one in this room cares that the Freak being me Sierra, is dying of Blood Cancer." I said tears filling my eyes. This morning no one knew, now everyone knew. Just fucking great. "So now that everyone knows I'm dying, why don't you just come out with it Matt. Huh? Say it. You hate Football, it's the worst decision of your life. Just fucking say it." I said. He started at me blankly. "I hate it." He mumbled only for me to hear. "What? I didn't fucking hear you I'm dying remember." I said. He looked around and pulled his jersey off and then ripping the shoulder pads off and throwing them to the floor revealing his bare chest. "I fucking hate Football. Is that what you want to hear?" He yelled at me inches from my face. I smiled. "Yeah that's what I wanted to fucking hear." I spat out at him. I pushed him back out of my face. I walked down the small walk way to the doors so I could leave. I felt everyone's' eyes following me out the door. Tomorrow was going to be interesting.

**Tomorrow**

            I dreaded today. I didn't want to go to school. I pulled into my parking spot and got out and headed to the court yard. It was still raining but people still sat in the court yard. I sat down on the bench I usually sat at. Alex came over and sat with me. Everyone knew he was my step brother but we never talked. "Sierra, everyone is talking about last night you know?" He said almost whispering. He was never this nice to me. I nodded. "I pretty much knew that was going to happen about 2 seconds after I left." I retorted. He looked toward Matt and his friends. "Just watch out today, okay?" He said looking toward me. I nodded slowly. "Stop worrying about. You never did." I said. "Damnit Sierra, stop being such a bitch. Do you even know how many times it runs through my god damn head that my sister is dying?" He said raising his voice to a normal tone. I looked at him shocked. "Exactly. You would have known but you're to much of a bitch." He said getting up and walking off. My head dropped into my hands as I sighed. This really was going to be a long day.

            The final bell rung and everyone headed home. People headed to their cars and stood outside chatting about Matt and how I suddenly became the most talked about person because the truth is out. I sighed and headed to my car. I heard someone yelling my name from behind me but I didn't know who it was. I didn't bother turning around to find out either. "God damnit Sierra look at me." I heard the voice getting closer. I recognized his voice now, Matt. I turned around seeing him running toward me. "Give me one good reason why I should listen to what you have to say now?" I yelled as he got closer. He ran up to me stopping about a foot away. "Because I love you." He said. I was confused he usually had this cocky fake smile on his face but now he was completely serious. "Yeah right." I said turning around and headed toward my car again. He grabbed my arm. "I'm not fucking lying to you. Last night I realized things that I didn't see before and one of those things were how much you actually meant to me. I love you and I always will. I don't give a shit if you believe me or not but I needed to get that off my chest because I've said the truth all fucking day." He rambled. I felt my stomach fill with butterflies and then turn into an unbearable pain. This was so not fucking happening. I started coughing, blood poured out of my mouth. I felt my body get heavier and it went black. I fell to the ground but felt two arms catch me. "Someone call 911....." his voice droned out.

Matt's POV

            The paramedics pulled my arms from around Sierra's almost lifeless body. Everyone seemed to crowd around us. I felt a tear fall from my eye. I quickly wiped it away. Alex and I climbed into my car and followed the ambulance to the hospital. Why did I tell her sooner?

            "Sierra Varkatzas family?" a man with a white coat asked from the door. Everyone stood up. "Sierra is still hanging in there she's just not breathing to well. We have her hooked up to some oxygen. We're going to keep her as long as we can. For no only on person should talk to her. We don't want her to be overwhelmed." He explained. Everyone looked around and then focused on me. "Matt honey you go on dear." Mrs. Varkatzas said pushing me toward the doctor. The doctor led me to Sierra's room and pushed me in shutting the door behind me. I faced the door fearing seeing her. I sighed as a lump grew in my throat. I turned around and walked over to her bed. Her eyes were closed and he breathing was off from normal. I knelt by her bed not bothering with a car. I held her hand in mine. I felt the tears fall from my eyes. "I love you too." I heard a faint whisper say. I glanced up at Sierra. Her eyes were barely open but she was looking at me. She lifted up her hand and wiped away some of my tears. "I love you." She repeated. I smiled through my tears. I leaned toward her kissing her pale soft lips. She smiled against mine. "I love you so much." I said my voice seeping with the truth. Hopefully that was a good reason for her.

 I got bored and started writing.

Lol. I don't know what's going on but NOT TUCKYMAN AND NO SQUEAKY!

OH DAMN!

-Sierra

            "Sierra after you give those drinks to your table I need to speak to you," my boss demanded. I nodded heading over to the booth. "A Coke for you, a Sweet Tea for you, and a Sprite for you." I said sliding the drinks in front of the customers. The father of the family was looking at me worried; he must have heard what my boss said. I headed over to my boss. "What do you need?" I asked. "After you're done with that family, your check will be in your box, and you can leave," he said smiling. "Why? I don't get off until 10:30," I glanced at the clock it was only 7:45. "You're fired," he said with the cockiest smile spread across his tan face. It made me want to slap the hell out of him. I didn't want to make a big scene out of it. I held back my urge to punch him and nodded. "Fine." I headed back over to my table. "Are you all ready to order yet?" I asked trying to control my anger. "Yes we are." The father started, and it went around the table. I nodded jotting it all down. "That'll be right up." I headed toward the back and slid the slip of paper with the order on it to the chef.

            I set the food down for the family. "Excuse me miss, I could help but notice you and your boss. Do you need a job?" the father said. I smiled. "I guess I do need one but I'll search tomorrow." "Well, I don't want to sound like a creeper or anything but I recently just fired our babysitter and Vanessa needs a babysitter. Maybe you could babysit? Well more of a Nanny." He said. I raised my eyebrow, considering. "Oh and I'm Brian, this is my wife Suzi and that of course is Vanessa." He added pointing to each person. I smiled. Vanessa was studying me. "I'm Sierra." I said smiling. "Ness what do you think about that?" Brian asked the little girl she must have been about 8. "Sierra, what's your favorite movie?" she asked. I smiled. "Hm...tie between The Crow and 300." "She's in." Vanessa smiled smiling. Brian and Suzi laughed. I smiled. "Wait! What's your favorite band?" she asked. "Hm...I'd say Slayer." "Now she's really in." "Ness you don't like Slayer." Suzi said smiling. "True but Bubba does." Brian smiled so did Suzi. "Bubba is her older brother. You won't need to deal with him, he's your age. Anyways, when we're done and ready to leave you can just follow us to our house and we'll show you the ropes." Brian said smiling. I nodded. "Thanks a bunch." 

**One Week Later**

            "Sierra, can you get the phone really fast?" Suzi asked running past the doorway. She was running really late. I nodded answering the phone. "Hello, Haner home." I said. "Suzi?" a male voice said. I heard laughing in the background. "No, this is Sierra." "Who are you?" he asked. I giggled as Vanessa ran passed me trying to run after the dog that had her notebook. "I'm Ness' new babysitter. Can I help you?" "Oh, okay then. I'm Brian. Not my dad, Ness calls me Bubba." He said. "Oh, I heard a lot about you. Ness won't stop talking about the worlds' best Bubba ever who loves little Ness dearly and would kill anyone who touched her." I said quoting Ness. He laughed. "I try. Speaking of Ness, I want to talk to her but I'm going to tell her that I'm not going to make it home until another month but I'm lying! Okay, can you go along with it?" He asked laughing. I nodded knowing he couldn't see me. "Yeah I can. Let me get her for you." I said. "Thanks. I owe you one." I laughed. "Don't worry about it." Ness ran past me once again. "Ness, Bubba's on the phone." She stopped mid-run and looked at me. "Really?" I put the phone to my ear again. "If this is really Bubba what is Ness' favorite movie?" I asked smiling. "Oh jeez, The Crow." He asked laughing. "Correct. It's Bubba." Ness ran toward me grabbing the phone out of my hand. "BUBBA!" I laughed running after the dog to get her notebook. I grabbed the notebook and the dog let go. I heard Ness laughing into the phone and Suzi headed to the door. "You are a life-saver Sierra. I'll be back later before you-know-who gets home." She said heading out the door. I smiled and nodded. "Don't work yourself to death." I said laughing. She smiled and headed to work. I walked over to Ness. She hung up the phone. "See, Bubba's not going to come home." She said frowning. "Aw, man. At least he can call." I said handed her notebook to her. She nodded. "Yeah, but I miss him." "I'm sure he misses you too." She nodded.

**That Night**

            "Sierra can you stick around for a bit? I need some help cooking for the boys'." Suzi asked making sure Ness was nowhere to be seen. I smiled. "Sure. I have nothing to do tonight. I start at the bar next week." "You got a job?" She asked smiling. I nodded. "Yeah. I work nights so I can go to school and watch Ness." I said as we headed to the kitchen. "That's wonderful. Glad this is working out." She said. "Me too. Ness is a crack up." I said laughing. "That she is. She was telling me the other day how she can't wait till Bubba gets here. She thinks you two will be amazing friends." I laughed. "Sounds like Ness." I added. The door bell rang. I looked at Suzi. "That would be the boys'. Ness honey can you get that?" Suzi yelled. "Yes!" Ness screamed running down the stairs to the door. She opened the door and screamed her head off. "BUBBA! You are such a liar!" "You believed it!" He said back hugged her. There were four guys with him. They were all pretty tall and quite cute. "Bubba you have to meet Sierra!" Ness yelled pulling him into the kitchen. "Bubba, Sierra, Sierra Bubba." Ness said pointing at each of us. I smiled. "Nice to meet you." I said trying to contain my blushing. He smiled. "Nice to meet you too.  Has she annoyed you yet?" He asked looking at Ness. "Screw off, Bubba." Ness retorted. "Vanessa Danielle Haner! Watch your mouth." Suzi said looking at her. "Sorry Mom." She said smiling. "Haha, you got in trouble." Brian said egging her on. "Brian Elwin Haner Jr. that goes for you too, stop egging your sister on." "Seriously?" "Hey you maybe are an adult but I am still your mother." "Fine." He sighed. I giggled. The guys' laughed. One of them was about to burst into tears. "Jimmy what the hell are you laughing at?" "Dude you just got told by your mom!" He said almost to the point of rolling around laughing. I giggled. "James it goes for you too, all of you. You all know the rules of the house." Suzi said. They all nodded still laughing. Ness laughed. "See I'm not the only one who has to follow the rules so HA!" She yelled at the guys'. One of them looked at her and laughed. "No way, Beefcake. I know you aren't laughing at me." She charged at him jumping on his back. I didn't think she could jump that high. Brian was laughing. I was trying not to cry from laughing. Suzi put her hand to her forehead. "What have I gotten myself into?" She asked smiling.

**Two Weeks Later**

            The past couple of weeks have been a blur but most days have been exactly the same, pick up Ness from school, and head to Matt's house for hanging out and recording. The more I hung out with the guys the more I got to know them and the more I got to know Brian. He was a sweet guy and he's cute or well handsome or no adorable or wait...hell he's hot.  "Hey Sierra, what are you doing later once you drop Ness off at the house?" Brian asked as Ness packed up her things. "Um...I'm off work tonight so probably just go chill at my house." "Well you want to hang out?" He asked kind of nervous. I smiled feeling my cheeks heat up. "Sure." I said giggling. He smiled. "Meet me where?" He asked. "Hmm...I don't know." I said shaking my head. "Oh man, a friend of mines band is playing a gig at Showcase you want to go?" He asked pleading in his eyes. "Sweet, sounds like fun." I said smiling. "Awesome. Meet you at my dad's house and I'll take you home afterward too." He said smiling. I nodded. "Sounds like a plan. See you in a bit." I said following Ness out the door. She got into the passenger side and I started the car. We headed to her house. "Okay, so you totally have a crush on Bubba. You have my permission to go with him." She said smiling. "You so don't act your age." I said laughing. She giggled. "I know. I'm told everyday." She said smiling proudly. I pulled into her driveway. She gathered her things. "See you tomorrow." She said running off to the door. I waited for her to opened and close the door before headed to my house.

            I pulled into my driveway and opened my door. I took a quick shower and quickly did my hair. I did my make-up only putting on a little eyeliner. I pulled on some jeans and a black tank-top. I slid on my converse and looked in the mirror. I looked pretty normal, nice. I headed to the living room grabbing my phone. I slide it in my pocket and headed to Mr. Haner's house. I walked because it was only a block from my house. I saw Brian's car and him standing next to it. "You walked?" He questioned. "Yes. I live down the street." I answered smiling. "Okay, I was going to have to smack you if you lived like 4 blocks away." He said playfully. I giggled. "Yeah right." I said. "You're playing me now? Ness hasn't told you enough about me then. Let's go." He said laughing.

            We got to the concert and we walked into the small venue. "What is the band called?" I asked into Brian ear over the music. "Atreyu." He answered back. My eyes got wide. "Really?" I asked my smiling widened. He nodded. "Oh my god, do you know Gabbie?" I asked. He nodded. "Yep, Alex's wife?" He added. I nodded. "She's like one of my besties, known her since grade-school." "Really?" I nodded. "Yep."  I said. He smiled. "That's awesome." "ATREYU!" the announcer yelled. The small crowd cheered and they came on stage. I felt Brian's arm around my waist keeping me close to him in the pit. I smiled. About half way through one of the songs, someone pushed me and the girl next to me and I stumbled facing Brian and our noses we inches from each other. I felt my stomach fill with butterflies. 'Oh my god', I thought. His lips met mine and my heart about stopped. I slowly pulled away and smiled. I looked at him and I couldn't speak.  "I think I'm in love." He yelled over the music. I smiled. "I think I am too." I yelled back. I kissed him again. He smiled against my lips. "I'm in love with my sisters' nanny that's going to go well." I laughed.

 IT'S TRUE AND THIS PROVES IT!!!!

Vanessa is currently in a bind. She is unable to say she loves him so I wrote a little diddy to help her out. lol.

Sorry for any typos too. lol.

-Sierra

            Sierra's POV

            "MATTHEW CHARLES SANDERS! GET YOUR ASS IN HERE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!" I screamed at my brother. "What?!" He asked running into the living room. "When the fuck were you going to tell me you were going to ask Ness out tonight?" I screamed slamming the front door shut and throwing my things on the couch. "When you got home, who told you?" "Jimmy told me when he picked me up from work." "I knew he couldn't keep his mouth shut." "Hey he's your best friend." I said. He mocked me. "Oh hell nah!" I ran at him tackling him to the ground and play fully punched him. "Take it back! You know not to fucking mock me!" I yelled. He punched me back. "I know! You know not to fucking tackle me!" I heard the door slam open. "Get off him Sierra." Brian said pulling me off Matt. "No he fucking mocked me!" I yelled charging at Matt again knocking Brian on the floor. He ran and I chased him around the living room. I hopped over the couch and onto the coffee table cornering him next to the TV. "Sierra calm down." Matt repeated over and over again. "You mocked me. You know what happened the last time you mocked me." I said jumping off the coffee table walking toward him. I heard someone walk through the door and I looked over. I saw Jimmy. "AHHH!" I yelled running at him jumping into his arms. "Sierra you are fucking nuts." Brian said from behind me. I laughed. "Nope I'm not. BeefCake just mocked me." I said smiling. He laughed.

**Few Hours Later**

                        Matt's POV

            "Sierra does this look fine?" I asked walking into her room. She looked up from her notebook at me and smiled. "Matt, dude. You are taking her on a walk in the park not to a fucking 5 star dinner. Go put on some jeans and a tee shirt and hang your suit back up." She said laughing. "Well I don't know what to wear. I'm so fucking nervous right now." I said shrugging. I can tell Sierra anything. She laughed. "Oh my god, I freakin' love you. Come on." She said setting her notebook down and grabbing my wrist leading me to my room. She walked over to my dresser and opened the shirt drawer. She through shirts out until she found the one she was looking for, she through it at me. "Here's that. Now pants." I looked at the shirt. It was my favorite Iron Maiden tee. "I'm not wearing this. I want to look nice tonight." I said complaining. She glared at me. "Wear it, not complaining. Trust me." I sighed and nodded pulling off the dress shirt and tossing it on my bed. I pulled the tee shirt over my head. "Damnit, where the fuck are those fucking pants!?" Sierra stormed. I rolled my eyes. No matter how hard I tried she never watched her language, although I'm not much better. "What ones are you looking for?" I asked. "Shh. You'll see." She walked into my closet flipping on the light switch. She searched through my clothes. "Fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck!" She mumbled turning the light switch off. She walked over to me. "Oh my god, dude. Get a fucking shower while I find those pants. You smell like a fucking cologne shop." She said coughing. I smiled. "I smell good." I said smiling. "Dude, get a fucking shower. You're going to kill Ness instead of asking her out." She said coughing again. "Fine." I said walking to my bathroom. I took a quick shower hoping to get the cologne off me. I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around me. Sierra banged on the door. "Here you go." She said when I opened the door. I grabbed the pant from her hands. "Okay Matt dude, I know you're my fucking brother and all but dude if I were you I'd go in just pants." She said laughing. "What?" "If you were a girl, you'd understand." She said laughing. "Okay. I'm wearing a shirt." I said laughing. "Keep the cologne reasonable too." She said walking back to her room. I smiled. I dried off and got dressed. Sierra was a nut. I didn't think I was that good-looking but hey I guess it helps. I walked back into Sierra's room. "How about this?" I asked. She turned around and looked at me. She smiled. "Now that is the BeefCake that everyone loves. But one thing." She walked up to me and hugged me. "What was that for?" I asked confused. "Just making sure you didn't overdue on the cologne." She said laughing. I smiled. "Now, try not to freeze up and not ask her. Just tell her how you feel trust me it'll all be good. Okay?" She said smiling. I heard a rock hit her window. "What the fuck was that?" I asked nodding. She smiled. "Jimmy being Jimmy." She replied. "Don't you ever think about it." I said raising my eyebrow. She laughed. "Wasn't going to." She replied. "Well I'm headed out. Wish me luck." I said hugging her good-bye. I had the best sister. I walked down the stairs and grabbed my keys off the counter. I opened the door seeing Jimmy. "Don't you even think about it." I said raising my eyebrow again. He rolled his eyes. "Dude can I not just take her to a movie anymore?" He asked laughing. I sarcastically laughed. "You know what I mean." I said. "I know. I wasn't going to anyways." He replied. "Good luck." He added. I smiled and nodded. I walked to my car and headed to the park calling Ness on the way.

**30 minutes later**

            "Hey Matt, sorry about that my boss is a douche." Vanessa said walking up to the pier. I smiled. "That's fine. Sierra had Jimmy throughing rocks at her window." I said laughing. "Oh shit. I knew they'd always get together." She said laughing. I nodded. "Yep. Those two are just perfect together." I agreed. I looked at Ness. She was smiling. I felt my heart beat race. 'Let's just tell her', I thought to myself. I looked toward the horizon again. "Vanessa I have something I really need to tell you." I said almost muttered. I saw her look at me. "What do you need to say?" she asked with a hint of worry in her voice. I sighed. "Okay, I really don't know where to start with this but basically I love you, more then anything in this world. Ever since I met you in 8^th grade I just can't seem to get you out of my head. I told Sierra bout my feelings and she's egged me plenty of times to tell you but nerves take over every time. I really don't know how I'm getting this out right now, but I am and I love you." I rambled out. My heart was racing more then ever. I felt my body heat rise and my palms start to sweat. I couldn't even look at her. I felt two hands touch my face and I looked at Ness. She was standing right in front of me holding my gaze. "Matt I love you so much." She whispered. I smiled before her lips crashed into mine. My heartbeat stops and it seemed that everything around us, the ocean waves beating against the sand, the salt-scented winds, everything just seemed to stop and it was silent. She smiled against my lips. "I love you so much." I whispered. She giggled. "You don't even know." I added.  

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

So here's The Amazing Duo's Epic I wrote for my english class. lol. I didn't revise it or anything so sorry for the typos or screwed up sentences. Hahahaha. Crappy I know but I had to follow this stupid guide thingy my teacher gave us. Anyways hope you guys LOVE it. I cracks up everytime I read it. lol.

Oh and as for my fic, it's going to be called As Daylight Dies and I started the first chapter in Earth Systems today. Hahaha. I hate that class. Anyways, I'm not posting it until I have a couple chapters written out. Anyways, PEACE!

-Sierra

            Tuckyman, born in England in 1980, when he was roughly 2 years of age both his parents passed away due to a dilemma at The England National Mall. Tuckyman was sent to the States to live with his uncle in a small, cumbersome town in southern Kentucky. There he discovered his passion for helping others and his fascination for the Mall. Tuckyman looks like no other, standing 6 feet 3 inches with longer dark hair and bright blue eyes. He prefers his Zebra printed spandex, snakeskin vest and his all time favorite Cheetah print cape. When he is in uniform he becomes well aware of any situation and the environment of the Mall. He also has a special skill he discovered while on a job in Rhode Island, he has the power to control the mood around him. Example, if the Malls people are in a chaotic, fast-passed mood, then he would be able to calm people down. 

            When Tuckyman arrived to his uncle's house he of course had to attend school. There he met Scoot and Peanut, later becoming known as The Amazing Duo. The Amazing Dup helps Tuckyman while he is on his jobs. Even though The Amazing Duo do not have any special powers like Tuckyan they do know how to create a crazy, in the best way, and happy environment. The Amazing Duo, like Tuckyman, has a very unique uniform. We'll start with Peanut.  Peanut has of course the best Peanut suit around made strictly of cotton and the finest peanut shells from the great plains of southern Georgia. To top it off, she is complete with her bright red cape. On to Scoot, she's a whole different story. He bright neon tights, tutu, shirt and cape help her stand out from a crowd. She is complete with her one of a kind neon scooter that has a mind of its own. Tuckyman with the help of The Amazing Duo make the best Mall-helping team in history.

            Captain Boredom, where to start with this interesting person, he has short jet black hair, dark sinister hazel eyes, and very intimidating features.6'5, built like a brick wall, and the black and crimson colors of his jeans, t-shirt, and jacket cause him to intimidate anyone in his line of fire. The Mall is never the same once Captain Boredom is present. He wasn't always evil and psychopathic. It all happened one horrible day in summer a few decades ago. As he was sitting in the living room flipping through the TV channels, waiting for something interesting to come on, that was when boredom hit. Hit him so hard he fell into an inescapable pit of never ending boredom. He tried his hardest, pouring blood, sweat, and tears into crawling out of the pit but no matter what he did he ended up back at the start with nothing but boredom and darkness. All he wants is to be free from boredom and back to normal again but every time he gets close the never ending boredom sucks him back in. His motivation is watching people suffer in boredom so they know what it's like to be like him. Anyone and everyone who walk through the Mall doors are instantly plagued by the intolerable boredom.

            Tuckyman and The Amazing Duo found out about Captain Boredom through Tuckyman's uncle. Tuckyman was pretty broken up about the location of the job, The England National Mall. Tuckyman knew vaguely about his parents but what he did know is what he didn't want to know. Captain Boredom plagued his parents' during Christmas Eve when Tuckyman was only a little boy. All they wanted was to get Tuckyman the orange push-cart that he begged for over and over again. Tuckyman knew that he was the only one for this job. With the help of The Amazing Duo he would be able to defeat Captain Boredom and lay him down for eternal rest. All he needed was the help from The Amazing Duo and the guidance from his parents' as they watched over their son.

            Along the way, Tuckyman and The Amazing Duo run into a variety of people. Some of these people know exactly what their talking about and some of them think the group is completely nuts. One person was a huge help, his name was Beefcake. Beefcake got his name from Scoot when she met him. Beefcake is about 6'4, and a pretty buff guy. His real name is Matt and Peanut always called him Mattycake. Scoot thought that Mattycake was too common and she started calling him Beefcake. The name stuck with him. Beefcake assisted the group by showing them exactly what they needed to do to trap Captain Boredom and lay him to rest. Beefcake once tried to capture him, but failed due to the lack of thought put toward how he was going to approach the situation. Beefcake was very close to sending Captain Boredom away forever but one mistake and it was all over. The group carefully listened to Beefcake's tale.

            While Scoot and Tuckyman headed toward the England National Mall, Peanut stayed back with Beefcake while they kept track on Captain Boredom. Scoot and Tuckyman were almost to the mall when they met Num-Nums the Elf. He was an helpful, gracious person with the looks of a regular person. But once you look at his face you could see he was an elf. His ears were poked up and he nose was at a slight point. Tuckyman asked him if he knew what it would take to conquer Captain Boredom. Num-nums response was simple, "To be truly honest, I'm not sure but my good friend knows exactly what it'll take and I can show you the way to this Mall you speak of". With that said, Scoot and Tuckyman followed Num-Nums to his friend's house. They were not expecting what they got, a tall, noble, unique, person by the name of Squeaky the Wizard. He was different to your normal wizard, no pointed hat just a black beanie with white writing. Scoot was scared, Tuckyman was confused, yet Num-Nums was still smiling. Squeaky welcomed the three in and let Tuckyman start explaining what was going on and why they were on this trip. Squeaky understood it all. He heard the same thing when BeefCake was on his journey. Squeaky gave Tuckyman and Scoot a small black pouch that he said was only to be opened once Captain Boredom was gasping for his last breath. Tuckyman and Scoot agreed to do exactly what Squeaky ordered, and with that Num-Nums showed them the way to the Mall. Scoot contacted Peanut and Beefcake telling them the directions to the Mall.

            Once the four had Captain Boredom surrounded, and blocked, they did all they could to weaken him. Using Beefcake's strength, Tuckyman's special power, and The Amazing Duo's tracks of Craziness, they trapped him in the octagon of the Kid Marry-Go-Round. Captain Boredom slowly became weaker with every word the four said and yet at the same time became more powerful. Captain Boredom managed to force The Amazing Duo out of the Octagon and put them into a small pit of boredom. Beefcake's strength could only last for so long, soon it was just Tuckyman and Captain Boredom. To this day no one knows how Tuckyman got Captain Boredom to breath his last breath. Tuckyman opened the small blach pouch Squeaky the Wizard gave him and a bright blinding light covered every inch of the Mall. It a split second, the four friends were left with Captain Boredom's vanishing body. Slowly Captain Boredom's body faded away starting at the tip of his feet to the tip of the last strand of hair on his head. Tuckyman and his friends' did it. They saved the Mall and it's people from Captain Boredom. With the help of Squeaky, and Num-Nums they couldn't have done it. Beefcake left shortly after the Mall reopened. The Amazing Duo did a little shopping causing some chaos in the store but not once hurting anyone. Once Tuckyman gathered the two of them up headed home. While on the plane back to Kentucky, the three friends' decided to retire the jobs and lay to rest the uniforms and just become normal friends who occasionally disturbed the Mall.

 YET ANOTHER FUCKING UPDATE!!!!!!

I said I'd post a lot. lol.

ANYWAYS!!

Homecoming is this week and the dance is on Saturday BUT I'm a loser and I don't want to go. I went last year and it was a total was of my time. But Foiunder's Day fair is this weekend also and I am DEF going to that. Hahaha. Fair is so much better then a stupid dance. lol.

Also, my fic is STILL in the works and I haven't had much of a chance to actually write out chapters. I have maybe 15 plans for chapters. Which is GREAT! Lol. I think it might be one AMAZING fic and hopefully long as hell!!!

So some of you know, that I'm seeing Bleeding Through on Spet 28th. I is excited!!! Hahaha I have no idea why I put that there but I did and no one can stop me. MUAHAHA!!! Lol.

Also THE AMAZING DUO has a Epic. I'm not talking about "Oh that's fucking Epic!!!" I'm talking about the form of writing like those really old stories in the bible or so be it. lol. For English we had to write a Hero epic. I asked my teacher what to do and she told me to make up a Hero and write an Epic about them following some guide. So I did and of course with my imagination it's really fucking Epic. Lol. I decided that I had to post it on Buzznet because well I just HAVE TOO!!!! Plus it's The Amazing Duo and Tuckyman with special guest stars Num-Nums, Beefcake, and Squeaky. lol. I laugh every time I read it. lol.

MORE INFO ABOUT FIC!!!!!!!!:

So I asked some people if they wanted to be in my fic and of course they said yes but there were only four people. I have 1 main spot left and it's up for grabs. Since some of you would like the spot I'm going to do it like this:

Give me your name, First and Last, real or fake I could care less. A good Guy (Must be approved my your truely because I don't want to write about a guy that I don't like or know much about) Also the guy can be in any band you like. I don't care. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT PART AND WILL DECIDE WHO GETS IT. A good nice sentence WHY you want the part. Make it believable too.

With that being said about the character if you don't get the spot IT DOESN'T MEAN YOUR OUT OF THE FIC! Lol. I have other spots needed too. lol. I'll fit you in. Hehe

With everything above being said! I'm out.

Peace!

-Sierra

 So basically, I'm been on a non-stop-school mind-set. It sucks I know.

Fic is in the works.

SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO SENT ME NOTES AND STUFF THAT I HAVEN'T REPLIED!!!! I JUST CAN'T FIND ANY TIME TOO.

Friday is tomorrow so that means, REPLYNESS!!! YAY!!!

Peace!

-Sierra

 "Fuck the world and all it's worth, every inch of planet earth" - 'Fucking Hostile' by Pantera

So pretty much that is how I feel today. Yeah it fucking sucks. God this world is fucked up and most of it has to do with the damn school systems!!! I mean JEEZ WU LEEZ!!!!!!! Can we not figure this out already???? Good Grief!!!!! Lol.

So basically this is an update. I think I might be doing a lot of these lately. Fuck. I'll start with the good news.

I HAVE FIGURED OUT A NEW FIC!!!! YAY!!!!!! I'm fast, I know! Anyways, I'm not giving an details but I will say it's about War and something else but that's a surprise. MUAHAHA!!!! Also, I am super duper excited for September 28th. BLEEDING THROUGH!!! Oh yeah!!! I is EXCITED!!!!! Lol.

Now the bad news:

Fic = FUCK UP SIERRA MIND!!!!!!

With that said this whole fic-cation will be longer then I thought it would be. FUCK!!!! I found out today I have a 35 in Math and a 39 in Earth Science. SO NOT FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!! I SUCK AT THOSE TWO SUBJECTS!!!! DAMNIT!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!! SCHOOL SHALL BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!

Since yeah, my grades suck. I'm not grounded because my mom is AMAZING!!!! But I am taking it upon myself to like only get on the computer for maybe an hour a night. I know major SUCKAGE!!!!!! But I'm a dork and a nerd or whatever you want to call it and I always put school first. I look at it like this: The faster I do this shit, the faster I get out of the hell hole called High School. So call me a dork or whatever in which I am a proud and happy dork. =]

So yeah, my life pretty much sucks at the moment but I have concerts and Bass to look foreward too. Oh and I'm still working on my Fic too. It's a little thing called notebook and planning by chapters. Thank Amy. =] Hahaha.

Anyways, I guess I'll shut up now.

Peace!

-Sierra